It's called punctuation.
1. I actually edited that. "Hate" was the word I first used there instead of "envy". Woman can masturbate in public in full view of everyone, with no outward sign that anything sexual is happening. I'm almost always being persecuted by women for my thoughts when there's a 50/50 chance, that that woman is masturbating while checking out the sexy man behind me.
2. Lesbians and the Lesbian adjacent, are prideful that they do not want to be dominated or manipulated sexually by men as much as no one wants to be dominated or manipulated sexually by person or persons they don't want to be dominated or manipulated sexually by, but that's just common sense. Lesbians and the lesbians adjacent however are sexual beings who are after sex or love, but unfortunately (because they are humans) they like (near)porn and semi naked women in compromising lewd situations about not having enough money to pay the Pizza delivery Girl as much as straight men do, when a girlfriend is hard to come by or out of town for a month, even if they hate themselves for liking it. However soft and respectful the pornlike stimulus they use for alone time, there's someone against that porn because they're stuffy.
They are what they hate, unless they can lust without objectification, which is a short bus ride to asexuality?
Should I have said emotional puddle?
Unless a very fine line is walked, or a magnificent air of hypocrisy is assumed, lesbians and the lesbian adjacent are caught in one of those logic loops that used to make computers from 1960s SYFY serials blow up when they couldn't reconcile two opposing truths.
Actually "sweating" was also an edit, I had used the word "conflicting" twice on the same line, and even then I still meant that it was like they were trying to solve a really hard maths problem, and not that they were flush from an orgasm. That's on you.