We don't really know each other, Tora Ziyal, but I am sending you my warmest wishes and happiest thoughts! From what I can see, you are handling your situation with remarkable courage and a great attitude. Plus you are smart to be reaching out to people at trekbbs who are here to support you. 
By the way, what's your favorite Star Trek TV series, and why? Just curious.
http://trekbbs.com/member.php?u=18766

By the way, what's your favorite Star Trek TV series, and why? Just curious.
http://trekbbs.com/member.php?u=18766