I live with my girlfriend who I've been driving completely insane with my pessimism. I am trying to be a better person.I am sorry. I wish I had some magic words to say. For me all I can do is one day at a time. If I look too far ahead that is when it really gets to me. I miss my mom a lot and I keep thinking of when I get to see her again. Talking to her helps. I hope you have someone to talk to and are not alone! Take Care!
Also I just had $20,000+ of cryptocurrency stolen. My stocks lost 80% value (much more than most people's). My whole life seems to be falling apart...