"Jetrel"
Much like with DS9's "Cardassians", this is an episode that I think is very good but not one that I'm going to re-visit unless it's part of a Re-Watch like this.
This episode reveals some key backstory on Neelix. His family on the colony he lived on, Rinax, was killed by a weapon developed by Haakonian science named Dr. Jetrel, while the Talaxians and the Haakonians were at war. The war started 15 years ago and lasted for 10 years, so it only ended five years ago. It made me think Neelix was part of a war until five years ago, until it was revealed that Neelix never went, he was afraid. In effect, Jetrel's weapon and the devastation it caused is reminiscent of World War II and Neelix avoiding the war essentially reminded me of draft-dodgers during the Vietnam War.
Neelix hates Jetrel for the weapon he developed and he hates himself for being a coward. Both of which ring true. Kes saying that Neelix never told her about the war also rings true. When my grandfather was alive, he never talked to me about World War II. He was in the Navy, stationed in the Pacific. Beyond that, I don't know anything about what he had to deal with or what he saw. Although I do know this song they sang, "I joined the Navy to see the world, and what do I see? I see the sea!" Anyway...
I think a lot of Neelix's happy-go-lucky nature is an act to keep himself from constantly thinking about what happened. Maybe before he lost his family, he really was happy-go-lucky, but now he acts that way to keep from wanting to feel constant pain. Every time he sees, speaks, or talks about Jetrel, it's constant pain.
Then there's Jetrel, played by James Sloyan. Between Jetrel, Dr. Mora from DS9, and Alidar Jarok from TNG, he always plays characters who are judged. Either it's the type of character he likes to play or it's the type of character he keeps getting cast as. Either way. He developed the weapon, which takes apart everything beyond the atomic level. He thinks he can use Voyager's transporter to reconstruct everyone killed, but all the particles are too random, too scattered, there's not enough cohesion, and he can't bring anyone back. He says that he's the scientist who developed the weapon, and if he hadn't then someone else would've, then points out it's the military and the politicians who decided to attack and to make an example of Rinax.
Two people in history who Jetrel reminds me of are J. Robert Oppenheimer and Wernher von Braun. The latter of whom is fresh in my mind because of For All Mankind.
Jetrel also has a life-threatening illness. He isn't able to bring back everyone who was killed by his weapon, which he's made it his life's work these past 15 years to do, and I think in the end Neelix finally recognizes this which is why he finally forgives Jetrel. It's fitting then that the last words Jetrel hears are, "I forgive you."
When Neelix says "I forgive you," I also think he's trying to find some sort of closure and inner-peace. I don't know if he means it, but I think he believes he means it in the moment. Obviously he's still not completely over it, as we'll see later on in the fourth season in "Mortal Coil". These types of things, you can't just turn on-and-off. They come and go in waves. And any episode where I can find this much depth and this many layers in Neelix deserves my respect. That wasn't an easy thing to do.
One other thing I want to point out, which is something that separates Janeway from the other Captains. Kirk and Sisko aren't scientists, and Picard's hobby is archeology, but Janeway has an actual hard-science background, and used to be a Science Officer. She had more of an understanding of Jetrel's work than the other Captains would've, who'd understand the surface details but would leave everything else to others. So, Jetrel found Janeway easier to talk to then he probably would've with the other Captains.
This is a very powerful episode. Just like with "Cardassians", I'm not watching it again unless it's part of a re-watch like this, like I said, but I prefer this episode over "Cardassians" because I think "Jetrel" works as an actual science-fiction story about science and trying to use science to bring people back, even though it doesn't work. Whereas "Cardassians" was really more family law and a child custody battle rather than science-fiction. Anything about "Jetrel" I take an issue with, like Neelix feeling grating on the nerves sometimes, has more to do with Neelix in general rather than the episode in particular, so I won't hold Neelix not being one of my favorite characters against it. I give this episode a 10.
But the context for the 10 is it's an "I was that impressed with the episode!" type of 10 rather than an "I want to watch it again!" type of 10. If that makes sense. The episodes in the latter category of, "I want to watch it again!" that were produced for this season would be "Eye of the Needle" and "Projections". Spoiler for what I think of "Projections"!