today has new personal records.. like I just broke the 5000 video uploads at youtube --- I am still uploading but yeah 5001 going for more now.--- Today I finished a 200 page manuscript book of 12 staffs per page .. filled all of the book I will photo the whole thing and make a movie from it with sound--- maybe today?, but we will see.-- this is the third one finished, so it is not really that big a thing.. --- I finished one a year or so ago then the other one and now this the final one. just till I buy 3 or so more manuscript books mmmm yeah--- I do have the full page 26 staff papers left from the set of three pads they are not in the book form and come free after a page is finished.- I put them on my wall / the stuff I put down in them is like mmmm moment to moment logs of sound, ideas, and shapes or forms --- some--- New to my routine is the ACA meetings I go to .. emotionally freeing so very much so.. It brings me happiness with my emotions. you know.--- facts are facts and so on.
it is great really makes me happy and self-aware and love myself --- it has been 6 months about of the harm-none self love the whole life of mine had me think I was bad --- like really bad and needing to kill myself-- or hurt myself till six months ago- so yeah I still need to photograph the music writings -- I will do it . and make the videos -- but things get delayed --
My grandparents, parents, all my aunts and uncles, two cousins, and one nephew have died. My extended family has shrunk to next to nothiing.
I'm so sorry. But you have us as an extremely extended family. Some of us are old, too, but there are always a few young newbies who'll follow in our steps.
Never mind - one can't always think positive. The important thing is that you do it at least now and then.
Give or take a kilogram, I weigh the same weight I weighted in my early twenties, nearly forty years ago. I'll be sixty in three months and yet still maintain perfect control of my weight.
I weighed 140lbs in my early 20s I'm also 60 in two months but now weigh 182lbs, although I have weighed this amount for 10 years now.
I weighed less than 40 kg when I was 18 (boarding school: malnourishment and mistreatment). Now at 56 I doubled my weight and enjoy eating all sorts of food and as much as I want =) Luxury = being able to buy whatever food you have a craving for.
Coincidentally, I was going to post “I am 80.4 kg.” here. I got a new weigher. The last time I weighed myself was half a decade back, and I was only around 65 g back then; I certainly don't look fatter. I wonder what contributed.
^ I'm bingewatching Blue Bloods right now and I am NOT looking forward to Jackie being written out. Fun fact: Jennifer Esposito has had FOUR different roles in the Law & Order 'verse... Edit: Is that Donnie?