There's not too many people I'd admit this to, but I know you guys will understand.
The day of my mother's funeral..well, I just could not bring myself to accept it. There was no one there for me. My family had pretty much wanted nothing to do with me and my mom and even more so on her the day of her burial. I was going to have to go through the services alone.
Anyway, I just thought of that scene in "The Best of Both Worlds" where Riker had to carry on after Picard's loss. I swear, I ran that portion of the episode over and over and over again, where Guinan says, "it's the only way to beat him, the only way to save him." It gave me the strength and courage to face my greatest fear.
Without the show, I would've never made it through. Really. My Star Trek family was the only one there for me.
And ironically, my mom was a big Star Trek fan too.
The day of my mother's funeral..well, I just could not bring myself to accept it. There was no one there for me. My family had pretty much wanted nothing to do with me and my mom and even more so on her the day of her burial. I was going to have to go through the services alone.
Anyway, I just thought of that scene in "The Best of Both Worlds" where Riker had to carry on after Picard's loss. I swear, I ran that portion of the episode over and over and over again, where Guinan says, "it's the only way to beat him, the only way to save him." It gave me the strength and courage to face my greatest fear.
Without the show, I would've never made it through. Really. My Star Trek family was the only one there for me.
And ironically, my mom was a big Star Trek fan too.