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USS Renegade
Executive Officer’s Quarters
“Lucky you that we’re patrolling the Temecklia system,” Lt. Pell Ojana said. The auburn-haired Bajoran was one of his closest friends and he was heartened to see her. It was good fortune indeed that the Serapis had been assigned to patrol the Federation-Tzenkethi border.
Glover held up the bottle of Trakian ale and took a swig. “We’re practically neighbors,” he said after wincing at the burn. The fair-skinned woman rolled her eyes.
“We were reassigned, due to the heightened tensions with the Tzenkethi Coalition,” the Bajoran woman added. “If not for the attack on the science colony we would be heading out to the Molari Badlands.”
“You’re welcome,” Terrence jauntily held up the bottle.
Pell pursed her lips. “Captain Sorak isn’t as sanguine as you are.”
“Is he ever?” Glover thought. “When isn’t he saturnine?”
The woman chuckled. “He would call it acting logically.”
“Yeah, I’m sure he would,” Terrence agreed.
“So, how are you doing?” Pell shifted her eyes at the ale and frowned. “I guess you’re floating right now.”
“Don’t be that way,” Glover took another drink. “I need some distraction right now.”
“So that’s why you called?”
“Nah, oh come on Ojana,” Terrence said.
“You’ve talked to Tryla, haven’t you?”
“What is it with everyone being a mind reader these days?” Glover asked, thinking of Rocha, Tryla, and now Pell.
“What do you mean?”
“Nothing,” he shrugged. “I-I guess I just needed to talk to someone.”
“Okay,” Pell said, still with a concerned expression. “So, spill.”
Terrence sighed. “Oh, well, nothing.”
“Come on Terrence,” the Bajoran said, “You didn’t call me to talk and then say nothing. I know whatever it is it’s got to be hard for you. I can’t think of anything that drove you to drink before.”
The woman’s words made him look at the bottle of ale, and he saw it for the first time for the crutch that it was. He capped the bottle and tossed it into the trash receptacle.
“It’s over Ojana,” Glover admitted, the reality cutting through the alcoholic haze. “It’s really over.”
“I’m sorry Terrence,” Pell touched the screen. “I know how much you care about her.”
“Yeah,” was all Glover could muster. The two fell into an unsettling quiet, Pell knowing him well enough to give him the necessary space.
“I just, I don’t know what to do,” Glover admitted, the words feeling alien even to him. He had always known what to do, where he was going, but now…
“This is a time of transition for you, and it will be arduous,” Pell said, not sugarcoating it. “You’re still in the process of becoming, and if I might be frank…”
“Of course,” Glover said.
“You’ve spent too much time aboard the Renegade. It was a great posting, you’ve done good work there, but the Terrence I know wants the big missions, the opportunities to really make an impact, to add to the Glover legacy.”
“It’s not easy being a Glover,” Terrence admitted. “My family’s Starfleet service record predates the Federation.”
“I also know a thing or two about family legacies, and obligations, and the shadows they cast,” Pell said quietly. Glover nodded in understanding, and the two let the matter lie.
“I…think Tryla is doing you a favor,” Pell said after another period of silence, wincing afterward, in anticipation of an outburst.
“Why would you say that?” Glover didn’t erupt. He was too stung by Pell’s statement to be angered by it.
“She’s dealing with a lot,” Pell said. “She was violated in a way only those who have suffered similar horrors can relate to. I remember the comfort women I tried to help on Valo II,” she shook her head, a shadow crossing her expression.
“Valo II,” Glover replied, “Where I contracted Orkett’s Disease.”
“Yes,” Pell said, “How we met.”
“You saved my life,” Terrence said.
“The best thing I was able to accomplish on Valo II,” Pell replied. “There was just so much suffering; I struggled not to get lost in the tide.”
“You rode the waves,” Glover said.
“I’m still making amends,” Pell confessed.
“None of it was your fault,” Terrence said, the conversation’s turn reminding him of his recent talk with Tryla.
“And this thing with Tryla, is not your fault,” Pell said. “It’s a fork in the road now, for both of you.”
“Are you going to tell me this is the Will of the Prophets?”
“I hope you’re not disparaging my peoples’ faith,” Pell admonished, though her chiding was belied by an askew smile.
“You know I would never do that,” Glover said.
The Bajoran nodded, “I know, and it wouldn’t matter anyway. Your pagh is strong, regardless whether you believe or not. And because your pagh is strong you will endure this and you will thrive.”
“Thank you Ojana, I really needed to hear it.”
“Here’s something else you need to hear,” Pell prefaced her words, “You’ve got to get off that ship.”
“I’m XO here,” Glover said.
“Yeah, but under a captain you don’t like,” Pell said bluntly.
“Holmes has been in the Fleet a long time,” Terrence said defensively.
“And he’s been a Number One for quite some time, and even now is still an acting captain,” the Bajoran shot back. “I know you well enough to know how much you admire and respect ambition. You don’t respect Holmes, do you?”
It took him a moment to admit it. “See?” Pell said. “You can’t serve under someone you don’t respect, and to be honest, you’ve outgrown the Renegade. You need to be on a Nebula or Galaxy class, absent that taking command of one of the older ships.”
“Captain Kincaid, from the Solstice, has made an offer,” Glover intimated.
“Solstice is a good ship, Ambassador-class,” Pell pointed out. “I’ve heard that Captain Kincaid is a taskmaster.”
“Which isn’t a problem,” Terrence stated. “But the Ambassador-class,” he shook his head, “My mother served on the Adelphi, and serving on the same class, it’s illogical, but it just doesn’t feel right.”
“I understand,” Pell replied sympathetically.
“There had been another opening, this time on the Righteous.”
The Bajoran raised both eyebrows, “That name is telling isn’t it?”
“Very funny,” Terrence didn’t hide his drollness. “But Captain Andropov went with Ben Walker.”
“Andropov’s another hard ass,” Pell laughed, “You seem to have a type.”
“You’re a regular Stano Riga today,” Glover joked. Pell looked lost, her eyes crinkling, her nose ridges bunching up on a scrunched face.
“Riga was a 23rd century comedian,” Terrence explained.
“I see,” Ojana said, “Humans and your ideas of humor. It is something I still don’t comprehend fully.”
“It’s okay, give it a few more decades,” the man laughed. “Though I think you get the gist of human comedy just fine.” The Bajoran chuckled.
“Seriously though, I’ve heard of Walker, from the Triton,” Pell said, her brow furrowing. “That ship was one of the vessels destroyed during the last great battle in the Beloti Sector, from what I heard. A lot of good people were lost.” The woman shook her head, her expression sad. “A pure baptism of fire,” she added.
“So you’re saying Walker is a better choice than me?” Glover decided to bring the conversation back on the lighter side.
Pell chuckled. “Of course not,” she batted her eyes. “I could never conceive such a thing.”
Terrence laughed. “Well, there are two offers hanging out there. One from Captain Reynolds. He’s taking command of the Narcissus, a Galaxy-class, as soon as it comes off the line.”
“Another telling choice,” Pell laughed. Terrence rolled his eyes and blew through his teeth.
“So when will the Narcissus be ready?” The Bajoran asked.
“That’s the rub,” Glover grimaced. “It will be another six months.”
“Lots of time being idle,” Pell said, “And you don’t do idle well.”
“You’re right about that,” Terrence replied.
“So, what’s the second option?” Pell asked.
“The other offer is from Captain Zihar on the Gadsden.”
“Interesting,” Pell said, her eyes taking on a distant look as if she was accessing her own memory banks. “Gadsden is Cheyenne-class right?”
“Your ship knowledge is pretty impressive.”
“I’ve had plenty time on my own idle hands,” the Bajoran admitted. “After our last tour on the Cardassian front we spent eight months studying gaseous anomalies in the Beta Quadrant, which provided a lot of downtime that I needed to fill up some way. Between scouring the ship’s library and learning anbo-jyutsu, it helped during the slow times.”
“Well, you are looking pretty fit,” Terrence offered. Pell brightened at the compliment.
“So, the Cheyenne-class boasts four nacelles, a unique design.”
“It does,” Terrence agreed. “Reminds me a bit of the Kitty Hawk.” Glover had left the old, sturdy Constellation-class ship to take a position on the Renegade several years ago.
“How is that old boat doing by the way?” Pell asked.
“They are decommissioning her from active service in the Fleet,” Terrence was a bit glum, “Making way for the newer ships.”
“I’m sorry to hear that,” Pell said. “I remember Captain Gorik. I thought he would die on the bridge of that ship.”
“Yeah, me too,” Glover smiled, remembering his former captain. “Captain Awokou had told me Command offered Gorik an admiral’s rank and a desk job, but the man still wanted to stretch his space legs. Banti told me Gorik is joining the Border Service.”
“You know that’s actually a pretty good fit for him, come to think of it,” Pell laughed, “But I feel sad for anyone that gets on his bad side.”
“Which will be everyone he encounters,” Terrence laughed; recalling the testy Tellarite’s eruptions, but after a while no one took it personally. It was more of a Tellarite cultural tic.
“And maybe it’s not so dour for you either,” Pell said.
“Oh?”
“Yes,” The Bajoran said with assurance. “You’re career is just starting. It will be long and illustrious.”
“Thanks Pell,” Glover said, heartened by the woman’s confidence in him.
“I just wish there was an opening here on the Serapis for you. It would be great serving with you.”
“Perhaps one day,” Terrence said, smiling wistfully.
“Well, I can’t say it’s a completely innocent wish,” the Bajoran smiled, “I think Captain Sorak would find you quite vexing and that could be fun to watch.”
Terrence rolled his eyes. “If it’s that boring on the Serapis, maybe you need a change.”
“Since you mentioned it,” Pell said, “I have been thinking of taking a new assignment, aboard the Cuffe. You heard anything about the ship or its captain?”
“The ship, a Nebula, yeah, but not the CO,” Glover said. “Who sits in the center chair?”
“Sabrina Diaz,” Pell answered, “She has a distinguished record in the service, been involved in a lot of conflicts with everyone from the Talarians to the Cardassians.”
“The Talarians,” Glover nodded; his expression darkening as his memory stirred. “My first war,” he laughed without mirth. “If Captain Diaz made her bones fighting against both the Talarians and Cardassians, sounds like a seasoned CO to me,” he concluded, “Could be a good fit for you.”
“Well, I’m just mulling it over right now,” Pell said, adding, “It is good to have options.”
“Yeah,” Glover began thinking more of the Gadsden. He had never been afraid to leap before, but he was hesitating now. With his relationship with Tryla over, and most of his friends moved on, there was nothing left keeping him on the Renegade, but yet…he sensed that he was out on a ledge, and below him gaped an abyss. He didn’t know, this time, if he was strong enough to make the leap, to get to the other side.
“I’ve got to go Terrence,” Pell was regretful. “Duty calls.”
“It does,” Glover said, “For all of us. And maybe, just maybe, I should start listening to it again.”
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USS Renegade
Executive Officer’s Quarters
The Next Day…
“You’re not happy to see me?” The woman asked, a pinched expression accentuating the ridge bifurcating her bluish-gray face. The Bolian ran a nervous hand through her long platinum braids.
“You changed your hair,” Glover observed. The last time he had seen Susan Bano, she had been sporting a closed crop hairdo.
“Yeah,” she smiled, her whole being brightening, and lifting Terrence as well.
“It is good to see you Susan,” Terrence said, “But not what I’m sure you’re calling me about.”
“I see,” the Bolian answered; the pinched expression returning. “You’re right.”
“It’s the box,” Glover replied, his expression growing somber.
“Yes,” she admitted, leaning forward, lowering her voice, even though Glover was certain she had encrypted the communication. “The Pandora’s Box.”
“Well, now we know there’s more than one,” Terrence shook his head. Glover and Susan had first encountered one of the devices within the Pandorian system; ergo Terrence’s name for the thing, during a fateful family excursion several years ago, the last time all the Glovers had been together. Terrence had been expecting much different fireworks from a gathering of Glovers than what they got; the discovery of the artifact had almost ignited a conflagration between the Federation and the Alshain Exarchate. Thankfully that had been averted, and the device had been taken by Special Investigations. He had hoped it would be the last he would ever see of the thing, and to know there were others out there did not sit well with him.
“Yes, we do,” Susan’s expression was equally grim.
“I’m certain it’s been catalogued and stored away with the other one, wherever you Special Investigations folks hide things.”
“It has been secured,” was all Bano would say. She paused, before adding, “I saw to it personally.”
It was then that Glover noticed the extra pip on the woman’s collar. Beside the two golden circular pips was a third with a darkened center. “Susan, you’ve been promoted,” he grinned, “Well, congratulations Lieutenant Commander!”
“Oh,” the woman blushed as she brushed the three pips at her collar.
“I’m sure it’s well deserved,” Terrence said, “It appears switching to Special Investigations has been a good move career-wise. Has it been in other ways?”
Susan arched an eyebrow at him. “Terrence, are you inquiring about my love life?”
“Why, not, uh, of course not,” It wasn’t the first time Glover was glad his darkened complexion masked how warmed his cheeks had become.
“Of course not,” Susan repeated, her tone neutral, and Terrence didn’t know what to make of that. And he wasn’t sure he wanted to make anything of it. He was still grappling with the end of his relationship with Tryla, and seeing Susan again should’ve been distressing to him, a reminder of another failed pairing, but he had to admit he was happy to see another familiar face just like Pell, one associated with a happier, less complicated time in his life.
The two fell into an uncomfortable silence. Susan finally broke it. “When you encountered this Pandora’s Box, did you experience anything unusual?” She finally broached.
“No,” Glover shook his head slowly. “No, not like last time,” he said. “Did Captain Varley or Lt. Commander Varok report anything?”
Susan’s eyes narrowed and Glover could tell that the Bolian was considering whether to confide in him. Terrence thought of prodding her, was ready to remind her that she knew him, that she could trust him. But could he really be sure of that anymore? And more troubling, could he now trust her? Glover hated not knowing the answer to either question, and going against his nature, he decided not to force the issue.
“It’s…ah…Captain Varley,” Bano quietly ventured a few moments later.
“What’s happened?” Glover asked, dreading that the man attempted to access the box.
“It…communicated with him, through his dreams,” the Bolian revealed. She ran another hand through her hair and then wet her lips before continuing. “It told him of a star map, a guide to Iconia.”
“A star map? To Iconia? Seriously?” Glover was incredulous. “I mean, I guess it’s not outside the realm of possibility when it comes to these things, yet the Pandora’s Box we encountered before, it used telepathic communication.”
“We don’t know what these things are,” Susan bit her bottom lip, a cute tic, when she sometimes poured on the brain power. “Believe me, we’ve ran the box we had discovered through various tests, as we are this new one, and yet, we still can’t even confidently ascertain if the artifacts are even from our dimension or quantum reality, or extradimensional in origin or heck, things of pure magic.”
“There’s no such thing as magic,” Terrence scoffed. The woman smiled.
“Don’t be so closed minded,” she chided.
“Are you telling me that you, a Science Officer, believe in magic?”
“I believe there is some technology so advanced, some science so far beyond our understanding that it would be indistinguishable from magic.”
“Ha,” Glover laughed.
“Tell that to the Q Continuum,” Susan shot back, and that quieted Terrence.
“So Captain Varley believes this dream?” Glover asked.
“I can’t say does completely, no,” the Bolian replied, “However it left a powerful impression. He did promise to investigate it further, once he could spare the time from his command duties.”
“Command duties?”
“He’s taken command of the Yamamoto,” Susan pointed out.
Terrence nodded appreciatively, “A good ship. Captain McKenzie must be stepping down.”
“He’s been promoted and taking command of Starbase Yorktown,” Susan explained.
“That ramshackle monstrosity?” Glover was incredulous. “I’m surprised it hasn’t been decommissioned yet or simply fell apart.”
Susan took offense. “Hey, it was once the crown jewel of starbases, an engineering marvel, on the very edge of the final frontier.”
“One that’s been surpassed decades ago,” Terrence rejoined. “We’ve gone far beyond Yorktown.”
“Terrence you were never one to have a proper respect for history. It was always bigger, faster, shinier, the new, latest and greatest with you.” Susan shook her head, her smile belying her chiding tone.
“I’ve never seen much value in sitting on your laurels, romanticizing the past. We build on the past, to catapult us further,” Terrence said.
“Still, an appreciation for what came before, and the sacrifices that were made, is something we should value and respect,” Susan replied. Glover shrugged.
“Back to Captain Varley,” Terrence shifted the conversation, “So Special Investigations just let the man go like that, even with Varley knowing something of what the Pandora’s Box is capable of?” Glover asked.
“Special Investigations let you go, didn’t they?” The Bolian rejoined.
“Not really, no,” Terrence said. “They got you in exchange. They know I would never put you in danger by exposing anything about the artifacts.”
Susan brightened. “You still care?”
“I never stopped,” Glover admitted. “I know…it’s been a long time….”
“Too long,” the Bolian quickly added.
“I…just hope you’re happy,” Terrence said, his gaze searching. He wished he were there, with her, to look into her eyes and feel her warmth and really get a good sense that she was satisfied with her life and with how things had turned out between them.
“Well, it’s not how I envisioned my career would be after the Kitty Hawk,” Susan admitted, “Or that we would be talking across space right now instead of wrapped in each other’s arms.”
“I agree,” Glover nodded.
“But it wasn’t meant to be, not for us,” Susan said, her expression both reflective and sad. “You’re first love is command, your muse is glory, and you have a greater destiny before you.”
“I wish that it included you,” Terrence said, honest enough not to feign modesty.
“I am with you,” Susan declared, “But as a friend.”
“I value that friendship,” Terrence replied. “And I hope we see each other soon.”
“Well, that might take a little while,” Susan smiled, “Because like you suspected Special Investigations didn’t just let Captain Varley completely off the hook.”
“Oh?”
“The promotion goes with my new assignment,” Susan grinned, “As chief science officer aboard the Yamato.”
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