Sometimes you need a nudge to get on the right track because you can’t see how to do it yourself. I’ve been immensely helped by meditation. It has given me a means to control my feelings instead of letting my feelings control me. Perhaps meditation might be something for you to consider?So...I need to figure out how to turn this feeling of uselessness and being behind the eightball into action. I have plenty of motivation, but I seem to be unable to act on that motivation and the more I see people doing what I really, really want to be doing, the less I'm able to act on those wishes and desires..