I had a rather disturbing dream the other night.
I was about 10-11 years old, and my parents had gone out, leaving me with a teenage (14-16??) girl as a babysitter. She was very cute, with red hair and freckles.
And nice... up until the point where she suddenly said "we're going to have some fun" and knocked me over, held me down, and started molesting me. I woke up as she was heading down.
Now, IRL, I've never had a babysitter who was younger than sixty, so I know that this wasn't some kind of flashback, but it was... creepy as fuck nonetheless. And more intense and real-seeming than my usual nightmares.
I grow ever more convinced that my subconscious hates me and wants me to suffer.