ooh! I love hummingbirds! My ex lives in LA and there they have lots of them. I so miss the "flying jewels"
It seems to be moving season

I'll move in September. Actually, i'm running from my old landlady who has been suffering from Tinnitus for months and keeps insisting that the noises are not in her head but made by me. So far, according to her I had an (obviousely invisible) lover, making my bed creak every evening, an emergency power unit in my bathroom, one of those machines you use for sanding wooden floors in my living room and - my newest acquisition - a machine that can make noises like a storm. I run all these machines without any external energy source, judging by my electricity bill. And I run them only by night, especially while I am fast asleep.
In other words, the old lady is rather dilusional, desperate about her tinnitus, and unable to find the blame with herself. Add to it a certain degree of aggression (rather typical for both the first state of Altzheimer and sleep deprivation) plus a malfunctioning heating system and you'll get an idea why I am willing to pay an outrageous 730 Euros per month (I earn 1800) for a new appartment.
As a German proverb states: better a horrible ending than a neverending horror.
Congratulations,
TSQ
Tomalak, I find it admirable that you don't give up. I have a friend in LA who is much like you - he's been searching for a job for years and all he ever gets are unpayed internships. But he won't give up either. As TSQ's example shows, constancy can (and hopefully will for you!) pay off in the long run.
Auntie, do you live far away from Bavaria? If you happen to live somewhere in Europe, we could meet and have that picknick together

Are there any TrekBBSers in your vicinity? You could arrange for a local gettogether, perhaps even at a regular base.