And I envy you that you were dealing with all this stuff in a serious story. I am writing in this case the sorta silly tale about the place founded on the humiliation and enslavement of women where I should have dealt with similar stuff much earlier and the character I was speaking about must "satisfy" her wife a couple of pages later.I've found myself having an internal debate about a similar situation in my story. One of the big plot points is that the narrator's younger half sister is kidnapped by the bad guys, and I keep going back and forth on how bad I want her to be treated. I was thinking about having her beaten up and raped and so her arc would then be her dealing with the trauma, and it motivating her to become more involved in the fight with the bad guys, but I'm not sure if I really sure if I want to go that dark. No matter what, it's still going to be bad for her, and her big motivation, it's just a matter of how bad I want to make it.
I feel like a such swine.