but I don't know how Paterno and McQueary sleep at night. I really don't.
Paterno, sure, but McQueary? Lighting up the
one guy who actually tried to do something about this just seems misguided to me. I mean, if anything, I'm sure that Schultz, Curley and possibly Paterno put on an absolute gaslighting
masterclass for him.
But, ultimately, none of us can say what we'd do when we saw something like this. A surprising amount of people who witness abuse exhibit post-traumatic symptoms. They keep reliving the experience over and over again in their head, and they desperately try to compartmentalize their life and avoid anything that might trigger running through it yet again.
Assuming that was the case with McQueary -- to even some degree having a series of trusted authority figures likely tell you that you did the right thing, but now you needed to just leave it with them and they'd handle it -- that would be a lifeline for someone coping with witnessing something that heinous.
It would be an opportunity to step away from it and to not have to talk about it anymore, avoiding triggering that same kind of post-traumatic response again. I mean, he probably figured he had to chase off some horny co-eds, and instead he saw a kid getting raped.
I don't want to read too much into his actions, but the fact that a 28-year-old man, upon seeing a child being raped, called his father suggests that the sight basically kicked him back to an almost childlike state. He was desperate for someone else to deal with it because he just wasn't equipped to handle it. Going to a trusted mentor and reporting it the next day may have taken every last ounce of fortitude he could muster up at that point. It's the same thing with the janitor: This guy was a Korean War veteran, who had seen some truly fucked-up shit, and seeing Sandusky blowing a kid in the shower caused him to have a complete and utter mental collapse from which he's never fully recovered.
I hope none of us ever have to face something like that, and if we do I hope we pursue it properly, but I just can't split hairs about protocol with McQueary when
he actually tried to blow the whistle, and wound up being let down by a lot of people who failed to live up to the responsibilities to both their positions and the community, because they felt maintaining the status quo was actually better than getting rid of a guy who was raping kids in campus facilities.
This is going to result in a wholesale cleaning of the athletics department, and it's quite possible that it goes all the way up to the president's office, as well it should. But outside of the victims themselves, Mike McQueary is the
least responsible party in this entire nightmare.