^You're not getting what I'm saying. Yes, stipulated, Sarah's problems are objectively much bigger and more troubling -- but Laurel seems far more haunted by hers. No matter how open she's able to be about them, no matter how many mechanisms there are for her to cope with them, she still handles them badly and often quite stupidly (there was no excuse for hiding Sarah's death from Quentin), while Sarah handled her issues with rather more grace. Laurel is a dysfunctional, messed-up, whiny, and rather pathetic individual who makes consistently terrible and self-destructive life choices, and I have never seen the faintest trace of the "light" Felicity claims to see in her.