In a little more than a week and a half (Jan. 24th) I'll hit a personal milestone. I'll turn 50 years old.
....
What happened?
Previous birthdays that resonated?
21 (1980): In all respects that mattered I was officially an adult. But in all honesty I was an adult chronologically and legally, but I hadn't yet experienced enough to temper me into a genuinely and consistently mature person. In regards to Star Trek I was anticipating that finally there was more good stuff potentially on the horizon.
30 (1989): I finally had some seasoning to my character and felt I had a better handle on things, which was good because some rocky times were about to start for me. Trek was experiencing its own rocky times as the TOS based films were uneven and TNG was still in its early birthing pangs.
40 (1999): I was finally truly comfortable in my own skin and much more capable to deal with whatever life threw at me. I'd learned to put my shyness and awkwardness firmly and permanently behind me and feared very little. Trek wise...well Trek now officially sucked huge. And it would only get worse. The evidence had me firmly convinced that Trek's best days were far past. And the ensuing years would affirm that. From here on TOS would loom as a truly ambitious and signficant landmark work (flaws and all) that has never ben equaled in many respects.
Soon to be 50 (2009): I'm even more comfortable in my own skin and with few true regrets. But I also hunger for some good classic space adventure to enjoy. Sadly, good Star Trek is a fond memory occasionally revisted on DVD and I have no hopes for more of it for the future. In counterpoint I fervently hope that we will eventually get some other original space adventure to fire my enthusiasm and interest again.
And hopefully before I'm 60.


Previous birthdays that resonated?
21 (1980): In all respects that mattered I was officially an adult. But in all honesty I was an adult chronologically and legally, but I hadn't yet experienced enough to temper me into a genuinely and consistently mature person. In regards to Star Trek I was anticipating that finally there was more good stuff potentially on the horizon.
30 (1989): I finally had some seasoning to my character and felt I had a better handle on things, which was good because some rocky times were about to start for me. Trek was experiencing its own rocky times as the TOS based films were uneven and TNG was still in its early birthing pangs.
40 (1999): I was finally truly comfortable in my own skin and much more capable to deal with whatever life threw at me. I'd learned to put my shyness and awkwardness firmly and permanently behind me and feared very little. Trek wise...well Trek now officially sucked huge. And it would only get worse. The evidence had me firmly convinced that Trek's best days were far past. And the ensuing years would affirm that. From here on TOS would loom as a truly ambitious and signficant landmark work (flaws and all) that has never ben equaled in many respects.
Soon to be 50 (2009): I'm even more comfortable in my own skin and with few true regrets. But I also hunger for some good classic space adventure to enjoy. Sadly, good Star Trek is a fond memory occasionally revisted on DVD and I have no hopes for more of it for the future. In counterpoint I fervently hope that we will eventually get some other original space adventure to fire my enthusiasm and interest again.
And hopefully before I'm 60.
