Don't feel bad for me. I'm past getting excited for something simply because it has the "Star Trek" label. Like everything else, they are going to have to sell me on it being worth my time.
Right now, nothing about Discovery has fired my imagination the way TOS and, to a lesser degree, TNG did. I'm sure part of it is getting older, but part of it is that it doesn't seem to really be wanting to stand on its own and that it is chasing the same grimdark stories that every other sci-fi drama is. I don't need fifteen episodes of Star Trek's greatest hits as played by Marilyn Manson all in one place.
Delving deeper into canon sounds boring as fuck. As does war with the Klingons.
I hope I'm wrong.
YMMV.
I'm sorry, but I do genuinely feel bad.
If we can't have those magical moments of excitement anymore because we're so jaded and programmed to be skeptical of everything, what's the point?
I personally live for those moments.
Coaching my first game each season, sending my kids off to the first day of school, etc. If I already believe my team is mediocre and may have a rough season, why bother coaching them up? If I figure (because I'm older or whatever that's supposed to mean) that my kids are just going to get bullied and be bad at math...where's the joy in that moment?
Sorry man, that ain't how I chose to live. Moments like this are the payoff for all the hard and mundane things you need to do otherwise. Now, what follows is real life and we will all figure out what reality is as the football season, school year, and DSC moves along and to be successful me must react accordingly.
But, I dont go into a football season without believing in my players and the work we've put in. I don't kick off a school year without having faith that I've raised my kids to do well. And I don't assume the one entertainment franchise I actually care about is going to suck right out of the gate after a decade of dormancy.
If I ever get that way...time to cash in my chips.
For a franchise that everyone demands and expects to promote hope, humor, and positivity...we sure have fans who can't get there themselves.