"When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother
What will I be
Will I be pretty
Will I be rich
Here's what she said to me"
From Que Sera, Sera. Written by Jay Livingston and Ray Evans
"And I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?"
From What I Am. By Eminem
"But you fuck one sheep...!"
Anonymous Scottish farmer on his death bed.
Identity and perception. How we see ourselves and others. How others see themselves and us. And the truth. It's a very very slippery path and there is room aplenty for major mis-steps. As before, the latest Voyager novel by Kirsten Beyer seems to end up largely revolving around a central theme. Last time it was fear. This time it's about what people want to be, or think they are versus, the reality of things. So lets dig in.
I think I will start with the plotline that I take the most personally. Tom Paris and his mother. I don't think I have despised a fictional character the way I despise Julia Paris, in a long, long time. Here is a young man with an absentee father and a mother who enables and excuses that behavior. One who has been held up to an impossible standard and found wanting his whole life. Now after a long arduous journey he is trying his godsdamndest to be a good man, a good husband, and a good father. And what is the only thing that matters to this selfish bitch? That he's not doing it in the way she approves of. For this she is going to threaten to take his children from him. Honestly I don't know who I want to slap more. Her, or the judge for his little speech calling Tom selfish. Truly selfish people don't do the kinds of things he's done, for the sake of his child, his wife, and his friends. Truly selfish people take the easy road. Was Tom selfish when we first met him? Hells to the yeah. But now? So here's one of the big identity and perception questions in the book. When do we get to be accepted for who we have become instead of constantly being blamed and punished for who we were. Apparently for Tom that answer where his mother is concerned is Never. Really he is a better person than I am, because I would be quite happy to head back to the DQ as soon as possible and keep as many light years between my true family and bio-unit that spawned me as humanly possible. The moment when he gives his mother the speech about what a shitty parent his father was and how he was going to do differently made we want to cheer. Quick question about Tom's advocate, am I correct in assuming that Shaw is related to Areel Shaw?
Next the plotline that gave me the biggest case of the happy. Dr. Sharak and Samantha Wildman. How wonderful. And how nice to see the Children of Tama fleshed out. I am pleasantly reminded of the work that Karen Traviss did with the Mandalorians in the Republic Commando novels (before the dark times, before the retcons). It was such a wonderful piece of world building to learn more about how Tamarians think, to understand how hard it has been for Sharak to learn to operate in a culture so very different from his. And how lovely to see one of Voyagers most underappreciated characters get a chance to do something and see her fleshed out a bit.
Then there's the catom virus plotline. Dense, and dark, and disturbing. I am really really really hoping that Section 31 will not end up being involved. Because I think it sometimes is too convenient of a boogeyman. A kind of have our cake and eat it too thing, where awful things can be done, but the purity of the ideals of Trek can be maintained because it's this shadow group doing them. Alongside that you have the problems with the Doctor. Frankly if I was Robert Picardo I'd be pissed off. Here is some of the best writing for The Doctor EVER and he doesn't get to play it.
Finally we have the Confederacy. Oh man. "The Federation is just a stand in for the US." To which I've always replied... Bullshit. Okay not totally. It is kind of a stand in for the myth of the US. But the reality? Well that's pretty much The Confederacy. A group of people in power, doing everything they can to make sure they stay in power. Yet even still there are decent people at all levels truly trying to do the right thing. It was so wonderful to see the complexities of this society grappled with. Also it was great to see all the different sorts of things that are looked at when relationship with a foreign power is contemplated. I am a sucker for nuts and bolts, which is why Spock's World, Singular Destiny, Articles of the Federation, and Metamorphosis are some of my favorite Trek novels. Because we get glimpses at the minute details of life in the Federation and its Starfleet. There was so much of that here. Also I really loved the continuing evolution of the relationship between O'Donnel and Fife. I think those two are fast becoming my favorite Captain/First Officer pairing, bar none.
One more thing, I wanted to point out to our beloved author how clear her growth as an artist is with this novel. There were moments in the previous efforts where it sometimes became a little hard to keep track of what was going on. This time everything was clear as crystal and flowed wonderfully. While the previous books are very good, this one has hit a McCormackesque level of quality. I am very much looking forward to the next installment.