Kim: Survivor guilt. Yeah, I heard a lot about that from the counselors back at headquarters. You must learn to accept the fact that you lived, embrace life, move forward. I signed on to the first deep space vessel I could find. We tried to calculate where Voyager might have fallen out of the slipstream. Four years of searching, we were close, I could feel it. Then Starfleet Command decided to call off the search, low probability of success. All those Admirals who shook my hand at the homecoming. I went to see every last one of them, begged them to keep the search alive. Pretty soon even Admiral McIntyre stopped returning my calls. So I resigned from Starfleet.