There are times that my ARFID pisses me off, and now is such a time. I'm in psychiatry now, so there is menu for each week. Thankfully, I can alter it. This is my second week here, my first week I had no trouble, I had the altered menu.
However, it happened twice now that I had the original menu and not the altered menu. And I can't decide what pisses me off more my ARFID, or the disrespect towards my ARFID. One of my fellow patients said: "it's not an hotel." My best friend said something nasty as well.
They both have no idea how much trouble I had growing up because of my ARFID: I remember attending the new years eve gathering with my family and going home hungry because I didn’t like the food.
I remember having discussions with my mom about eating what the host prepared when visiting her friends and again going home hungry because I didn’t like the food because she considered it rude to make demands when eating at someone's else's house. Personally, I considered it rude not eating anything, but mom's word was law. So to my best friend and my fellow patient I say this: get rekt!
However, it happened twice now that I had the original menu and not the altered menu. And I can't decide what pisses me off more my ARFID, or the disrespect towards my ARFID. One of my fellow patients said: "it's not an hotel." My best friend said something nasty as well.
They both have no idea how much trouble I had growing up because of my ARFID: I remember attending the new years eve gathering with my family and going home hungry because I didn’t like the food.
I remember having discussions with my mom about eating what the host prepared when visiting her friends and again going home hungry because I didn’t like the food because she considered it rude to make demands when eating at someone's else's house. Personally, I considered it rude not eating anything, but mom's word was law. So to my best friend and my fellow patient I say this: get rekt!