Its hard to translate that tension when moving around clickers from the game to passive viewing. I didn't find Tess's fate as affecting as I'd like but I'm not sure if that's because I was WTF'ing so much with that kiss. 
https://www.yalemedicine.org/news/transgender-guide-terms-you-can-learn

I sure am no expert on this stuff but trying to learn but I am pretty sure that you want to avoid that.*Since this all happened Elliot still was under the name Ellen that's why I went with that name/pronoun usage, no offense intended.
https://www.yalemedicine.org/news/transgender-guide-terms-you-can-learn