Thank you. I needed to read that today.
Some of my personal weirdness around age is that I truly don't know where the time went. Depression "robbed" me of presence and enjoyment in many ways. Another is straight vanity - I've never been good-looking, but it's just strange sometimes to see my face change.
The worst is the fear. Fear of failing health and faculties - my aunt and grandmother both had dementia. But I'm doing what I can to make my mental and physical health better. My biggest fear though is of ending up alone. My mother-in-law has outlived so many friends and family members, it's scary to think about.
Thank you I needed too. Cheered me up.