Very weird dream last night.
I was going back to college. Not still in college, I was my current self who made a choice to re-enroll in college.
I was in the pool playing a board game with my nerd friends. Then I started thinking about how I would continue to train for triathlon from college. Then I started to think, wait, what about my job? And questioned why I would leave my job just for the fun of learning diverse subjects again. Then I started questioning, “Do I belong here?”
Upon asking that question, reality broke, and I started vomiting and fell into the ground as it faded to black. Then I woke up somewhere else, and again started questioning, is this my reality?
This cycle then repeated over and over of me realizing I was not in the right reality, vomiting and falling into the floor as I am ejected from another false reality. One time I saw a man unconscious on the floor and on a later iteration turned out to be that man.
When I finally woke up in my own bed, for a minute I had a moment of questioning reality and said the words “Do I belong here?” like Barclay would say “Computer, end program”.
Yeah that sounds scary.