I want to learn everything there is to know about everything. Right now. This is why I couldn't pick a major in college and why I didn't finish. I'm interested in so many things, I can't just pick one focus. In highschool I was ready to move on to the next thing when the rest were trying to learn the current topic . . . this is why I was so bored all the time. Everyone else is so slow.
This is why I hate NOVA episodes that don't end with real answers. This is why I hate articles with no real substance. This is why I hate pop culture. This is why I hate sports, I abhor the sameness . . . you see one guy hit/kick/throw a ball you've seen 'em all. There's nothing new there.
This is why I love Science Fiction. This is why I love technology. This is why I love the arts. This is why I love science, literature, history. I want to know everything there is to know about absolutely everything that interests me. There's always something new there.
I live inside my head. I practice conversations in my head. I visit other worlds in my head. I build things. I destroy things. I hear music. I always hear music in my head.
How do things work? What makes it tick? What are we made of?
I want to learn everything there is to know about everything.
But I can't. My mind moves too fast and by the time class starts I'm bored.
I say random things that make sense to me but not to you because you mention something that sparks my mind and while you're still talking my mind has touched on six different random associations from that single spark, so while my random thing seems totally unrelated, it totally is.
I love to read because books let me build a world in my mind and live there for a short time.
I don't care if I have ADD or something else undiagnosed. I don't want to treat this. I want to feed it.
I don't know why I wrote all that . . .
This is why I hate NOVA episodes that don't end with real answers. This is why I hate articles with no real substance. This is why I hate pop culture. This is why I hate sports, I abhor the sameness . . . you see one guy hit/kick/throw a ball you've seen 'em all. There's nothing new there.
This is why I love Science Fiction. This is why I love technology. This is why I love the arts. This is why I love science, literature, history. I want to know everything there is to know about absolutely everything that interests me. There's always something new there.
I live inside my head. I practice conversations in my head. I visit other worlds in my head. I build things. I destroy things. I hear music. I always hear music in my head.
How do things work? What makes it tick? What are we made of?
I want to learn everything there is to know about everything.
But I can't. My mind moves too fast and by the time class starts I'm bored.
I say random things that make sense to me but not to you because you mention something that sparks my mind and while you're still talking my mind has touched on six different random associations from that single spark, so while my random thing seems totally unrelated, it totally is.
I love to read because books let me build a world in my mind and live there for a short time.
I don't care if I have ADD or something else undiagnosed. I don't want to treat this. I want to feed it.
I don't know why I wrote all that . . .
