The dreams I have had involve an actor..in the dream he and I are best friends but I want to always be something more and want to tell him how much I adore and love him. Then I'm bomboozled with his former girlfriend-a beautiful, thinner woman, who invites herself to the activities that he takes part at with me..this one involved a baseball game and she invited herself to it. She comes, I out of the kindest of my heart, give her my seat and go sit with a friend. His son(the actor has a son in real life!) comes to sit beside me and says that he prefers me over this girlfriend of his. Anyway, after the game, we take him and his son home and he puts his son to bed(I tuck him in) and he and I go and have a glass of wine and beer and just talk. It turns out that in the dream he had wanted me just as much, if not more-so than I had wanted him. And his so-called girlfriend merely came to say goodbye to him one last time. Suffice to say, the dream ended beautifully with me lying on top of him sleeping. *sigh* Then I wake up and realize it's just a dream..and get really discouraged. I wanna go back to sleep but can't because I can never have the same dream twice and realize that.