Enterprise: Surak's Soul by J.M. Dillard

Blurb:
You are alone in the dark reaches of space, surrounded by aliens who do not understand who you are and what you are, and who will not accept your beliefs. Under such circumstances, an emotional human would feel lost, cut off, adrift, but Sub-Commander T'Pol is a Vulcan, and Vulcans control their emotions. However, no other Vulcan has served for longer than a few weeks on a human ship. Has she, as others imply, lost her way?
Pulled, once again, into one of Captain Archer's dangerously impulsive attempts to make first contact, the sub-commander finds her life threatened. T'Pol reacts, draws her phase pistol and kills. It was a simple act of self-defense. But is killing ever simple? Has she forsaken the teachings of Surak?
Determined to be true to her heritage, T'Pol forswears violence. She tells Captain Archer that never again will she kill -- even if ordered. Is she, as Archer suggests, endangering the entire ship?
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My short review from 2004:
Surak's Soul stands out more because of its lousy price/performance ratio than the story. A relatively short novel for full price could be excusable if at least the story would be somewhat extraordinary, but Surak's Soul isn't able to deliver on this front either. The story is through and through average and not really original. The entity here reminded me a bit of a more benign and intelligent version of the crystalline entity from TNG.
Although the novel is called Surak's Soul, that part of the novel, dealing with T'Pol's explorations of Vulcan norms concerning violence, is way to superficial for my taste, although there never was any danger that this novel could become to epic in scope if Dillard had spend more pages on that topic.
You are alone in the dark reaches of space, surrounded by aliens who do not understand who you are and what you are, and who will not accept your beliefs. Under such circumstances, an emotional human would feel lost, cut off, adrift, but Sub-Commander T'Pol is a Vulcan, and Vulcans control their emotions. However, no other Vulcan has served for longer than a few weeks on a human ship. Has she, as others imply, lost her way?
Pulled, once again, into one of Captain Archer's dangerously impulsive attempts to make first contact, the sub-commander finds her life threatened. T'Pol reacts, draws her phase pistol and kills. It was a simple act of self-defense. But is killing ever simple? Has she forsaken the teachings of Surak?
Determined to be true to her heritage, T'Pol forswears violence. She tells Captain Archer that never again will she kill -- even if ordered. Is she, as Archer suggests, endangering the entire ship?
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My short review from 2004:
Surak's Soul stands out more because of its lousy price/performance ratio than the story. A relatively short novel for full price could be excusable if at least the story would be somewhat extraordinary, but Surak's Soul isn't able to deliver on this front either. The story is through and through average and not really original. The entity here reminded me a bit of a more benign and intelligent version of the crystalline entity from TNG.
Although the novel is called Surak's Soul, that part of the novel, dealing with T'Pol's explorations of Vulcan norms concerning violence, is way to superficial for my taste, although there never was any danger that this novel could become to epic in scope if Dillard had spend more pages on that topic.