This was a veritable emotional rollercoaster. Of course, as someone who identifies with Michael Burnham a lot, this is really not surprising. Most of what she said and did in this episode felt personally familiar, to be truthful. I'm ultimately glad that the gambit paid off, and if you think about it, Gabrielle was right. Michael didn't actually need to convince the Science Academy, she needed to convince the head of government who actually has the authority to share the data. And, with absolute candor, she did. As a side note, Momma Burnham showing up as a Qowat Milat member was truly a surprise, but she worked really well and made her daughter receptive to a lot of hard truths she had to hear. Pseudo-science or not, Michael is an INTJ personality like myself and she needs to hear these things from a trusted source, otherwise they wouldn't stick. Her invocation of the T'Kal-in-Ket was very much in character for her as well: she knows the basic big picture of what she needs to do to get what she wants, but doesn't stop to think about the details, especially when she quickly needs to make a decision on the spot. It was another deeply familiar thing for me.
I absolutely loved how Gabrielle's deconstruction of Michael was structured: Michael was starting with her canned panels about finding evidence. Gabrielle told her during recess that she wasn't truthful about her motivations and plainly told her that she can't be trusted until she opened up. When Michael responded by merely admitting to the quorum that she couldn't be sure about being right (how very INTJ of her, I've felt embarrassed by proxy because that's what I would've thought I should say too), her mom instantly tore her down by laying bare how she tends to make boneheaded, impulsive decisions because she's so convinced of being right she wouldn't stop to consider otherwise. Michael then lost her cool and demanded that she confirm her and her crew's commitment to the greater good and self-sacrifice in their service to the Federation and its ideals (still trying to argue with evidence and logic, still very INTJ). Gabrielle confirmed it, but then immediately stopped her right in her tracks with the armor-piercing question about feeling out of place. Then, and only then, did Michael state her true, personal reasons and emotional truth about the abject shock of a drastically changed world and her fear that she'll do harm and lose everyone.
And naturally, it was very satisfying to see Michael accepting that her stubborn "only I alone can solve this" mentality tends to have severe unintended consequences, and immediately withdrawing her FOIA request after it became obvious it would tear Ni'Var apart. It must have reminded her of the Binary Stars. I know quite a few viewers would criticize the episode for giving her what she wanted anyway, but I don't think this cheapens the lesson she learned, especially now that she seems to have found her resolve to try and reconcile her duties and her wishes. At least not until we see otherwise.
As for the other true surprise. My first reaction was the same one Tilly gave. Of course, these are uncertain times that call for unexpected measures, and I think Vance would leave them to their own devices because you weird stone-age people do you as long as you get me results. I'm glad Tilly has her obvious doubts, even though I'm cautiously optimistic that she'll be good for the role, but if you think about it, Saru didn't actually explain why he chose her. "You are what the ship needs right know" is not a full answer. Paul telling her that serving under her would be deeply weird felt like his trademarked rudeness at first, so I was glad that he actually meant it as the good weird, and got all her friends to come out and convince her to accept the offer. It felt a bit like a "please say yes because we already made the banners and chilled the champagne, and we don't want to look like idiots" ploy, to be honest. Of course, seeing her in gold in the trailer for next week melted my heart.
Observations:
- Ni'Var ("two forms") is a fascinating story of how a concept from fan fiction gets into published novels then eventually canonized. What other examples are there, other than Nyota Uhura?
- Stardate 45825 is just a few months after Unification II (45245), but the clip was Spock's parting words to Picard from that episode. Might be a small typo.
- Hearing Nimoy's voice again brought tears to my eyes. I loved Michael seeing him as her brother and also that Picard was namedropped as merely the random, unknown-to-her person whom the recording is sourced from. Also, Vance casually explaining the Romulan thing was probably the best way they could've handled this in my opinion. So much has changed already, this was probably just another drop in the ocean for them.
- Ni'Var's defense satellites gave off a series of Romulan computer beeps straight from the TNG audio library.
- I loved Keyla's "she's doing that thing again" eye roll when Burnham invoked the T'Kal-in-ket.
- V'Kir using logic to manipulate his peers to support his political position reminded me a bit of the Evil Vulcans from Enterprise.