You, a fan of Kes?

No way!
Well, I might be stubborn and perhaps rude sometimes but I'm at least honest.
Or I can quote Sgt.Hartman from "Full Metal Jacket". "I'm tough but I'm fair!"
As a matter of fact you do seem to love the s**t episode in season 6 which was made only to humiliate and destroy a Star Trek Voyager character. A strange way to like a character.
As for my "Suspiria in disguise" theory, it's actually more near the truth than Kes of all crew members would turn into a monster. Not to mention that the "String Theory" books which are written by more skilled authors than Berman's Clown College presents a similar solution.
As for Berman, Braga, Taylor, Fuller and their "canon", well **** them (unfortunately there's no smiley available which is showing "the finger", otherwise I would have used that). What you happen to think in that matter is totally irrelevant for me.
As for the events in "Before And After", they happened in an alternate timeline and not in the prime timeline so what happened there is also totally irrelevant.
As for the books, all of the season 1-3 books are very good. Most of the stories are better than all the TV episodes. As for fanfiction, I prefer to read that instead of watching crap episodes like the s**t episode in season 6, "The Gift", and "Endgame".