I love reading fan fictions - It is nothing but harmless fun to me . Although i may have spoken about them and the actors - I only mean it in jest and certainly
not swear by them . It is nothing but flirteous fun. Some people are a lot sensitive about it and wayy OTT( to the point of being obessively rude in conveying their dismay) but im just having a laugh. Im just a happy go lucky kinda person. What can i say?"

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Just for reference (I've just looked this up), specifically "Jeri Ryan/ Kate Mulgrew" slash fan-fiction
does exist. Personally, I find it a little weird, so I would never read a story about real people, in that context, but it
is there.
I try not to be judgemental. If you're fine with that sort of thing, then go for it.
Just make yourself an account on "Archive of Our Own", select the "Celebirities & Real People" section, select "Star Trek RPF", search by category (F/F) and... there you go.
I cannot attest as to its quality, however, because I dare not read it.