I saw the episode that I felt was one of the worst episodes of Star Trek ever created last night: Stardust City Rag.
It was the second time I've seen this episode, and I have to say it went down easier because I know what was going to happen and what I was in for. Still, I watch this episode and I think I know why I'm having issues with Picard. Star Trek means different things to different people, and instead of coming on here saying "This isn't Star Trek", I think I find that this isn't the Star Trek that I hope for. I came to Star Trek because it inspired, had a hopeful vision of the future, and it was a universe I wanted to live in. Even in darker series like DS9 there was still levity, and thinking that yeah even though the Dominion are a threat this universe is well realized. I watch an episode like Stardust City Rag and I feel the same way I feel about Battlestar Galactica, where it just is depressing and where is the hope and inspiration? Also, I still don't like the Icheb scene at all.
However, after watching City Rag, I saw The Impossible Box and I think that and Napenthe were the best episodes of Picard's first season. There was inspiration, there was hope, and there was a little lightness in the drama. The scenes with Hugh and Picard were very much the Star Trek I came to know and love because while Picard was going through the PTSD, He had the emotional support of Hugh there to help him through it. On this second watch through, I'm finding Picard's need to apologize kind of repetitive, but here in TIB, Hugh and Picard shared an emotional connection that made it much more memorable than the other episodes so far. I think it's one of maybe the top 5 episodes of the Kurtzman era.