Valentine's Day plans?

[RoJoHen]

I slept in until 3:30pm.

Now I'm gonna eat, go to the gym, and possibly do some laundry later.

 

[RandyS]

Staying in bed with my girlfriend and watching some films. We also plan on making fondue and having some wine.

Same here except no wine (we don't drink). And the fondue--what is that anyway??

We're having steak.

 

[Amaris]

I had no plans, but my parents and I went out to dinner with my brother and his family. Afterward, we stopped by their new house and saw how very lovely it was, talked about the new baby soon to come, and all the wonderful things ahead for his family. I love my brother and am genuinely happy for him. However...

I hate Valentine's Day.
I'd rather pour salt into a gaping, open and bleeding wound than spend another Valentine's Day like I did today.

 

[Goji]

I'm sorry to hear that.

I didn't end up going to Berkeley, so there ought to be a few angry messages showing up on my Facebook this week. I don't know, I haven't felt the need to be social in a long time. I ended up having a nice day around my home. I went walking down by the bay for a few hours, came back and watched a couple episodes of The X-Files on DVD. Overall, a pretty nice day. Now I just have to deal with the fallout.

 

[Ashu]

I had no plans, but my parents and I went out to dinner with my brother and his family. Afterward, we stopped by their new house and saw how very lovely it was, talked about the new baby soon to come, and all the wonderful things ahead for his family. I love my brother and am genuinely happy for him. However...

I hate Valentine's Day.
I'd rather pour salt into a gaping, open and bleeding wound than spend another Valentine's Day like I did today.

*hugs* I'm sorry.

 

[Jetfire]

I ended up sleeping all day...like from this morning til after 8pm...was going to watch some movies...o well.



Axiom I feel your pain.

 

[Amaris]

I'm sorry to hear that.

I didn't end up going to Berkeley, so there ought to be a few angry messages showing up on my Facebook this week. I don't know, I haven't felt the need to be social in a long time. I ended up having a nice day around my home. I went walking down by the bay for a few hours, came back and watched a couple episodes of The X-Files on DVD. Overall, a pretty nice day. Now I just have to deal with the fallout.

I had no plans, but my parents and I went out to dinner with my brother and his family. Afterward, we stopped by their new house and saw how very lovely it was, talked about the new baby soon to come, and all the wonderful things ahead for his family. I love my brother and am genuinely happy for him. However...

I hate Valentine's Day.
I'd rather pour salt into a gaping, open and bleeding wound than spend another Valentine's Day like I did today.

*hugs* I'm sorry.

I ended up sleeping all day...like from this morning til after 8pm...was going to watch some movies...o well.



Axiom I feel your pain.

Thank you, I appreciate it, and hugs in return.

I did my best to put on a happy face, and had to dig to find that genuine happiness for my brother, because that is real, and so just went along with it. My brother and dad sat for hours talking and laughing, they talked about marriage, and about their jobs, they laughed over what it's like to raise kids, and each one was just another pull on my heart, another swift kick in the ribs. My brother is 23 years old, and has a beautiful wife who loves him dearly, a wonderful little girl, a baby on the way, a good job with a future, and now his own home. I cried myself to sleep last night. It is so bone jarringly, heart achingly lonely.

I hate Valentine's Day.

 

[Jetfire]

^
I know how it is to want to be happy for them and all...but to be honest it sucks if you are not there and at that point where you can join in on all that...and I know. Valentines Day is just a reminder of what you don't have in life when you are alone. I feel like killing myself sometimes around the holidays coz it feels empty not being able to enjoy it with my own family(my own wife and kids in our home). Life is never fair, but to alot of people it really isn't fair...compaired to those around you whom seem to have it all.
Sorry, lil jaded here.

 

[Amaris]

^
I know how it is to want to be happy for them and all...but to be honest it sucks if you are not there and at that point where you can join in on all that...and I know. Valentines Day is just a reminder of what you don't have in life when you are alone. I feel like killing myself sometimes around the holidays coz it feels empty not being able to enjoy it with my own family(my own wife and kids in our home). Life is never fair, but to alot of people it really isn't fair...compaired to those around you whom seem to have it all.
Sorry, lil jaded here.

All I can say is don't take your life. Each day is a new one and there is the hope that comes with it. That's what pulls me forward, is that hope that something greater is on the horizon.

 

[Jetfire]

^
I know how it is to want to be happy for them and all...but to be honest it sucks if you are not there and at that point where you can join in on all that...and I know. Valentines Day is just a reminder of what you don't have in life when you are alone. I feel like killing myself sometimes around the holidays coz it feels empty not being able to enjoy it with my own family(my own wife and kids in our home). Life is never fair, but to alot of people it really isn't fair...compaired to those around you whom seem to have it all.
Sorry, lil jaded here.

All I can say is don't take your life. Each day is a new one and there is the hope that comes with it. That's what pulls me forward, is that hope that something greater is on the horizon.

The days keep getting darker...I must have done something horrible in a past life...coz everything is wreck and it has always been that way and the people who can help me get on track...don't care and actually want me to suffer...go figure.

 

[RoJoHen]

You've said stuff like that before, and I just have wonder why you're surrounding yourself with these people. There are plenty of good, friendly, kind-hearted people in the world.

 

[Jetfire]

You've said stuff like that before, and I just have wonder why you're surrounding yourself with these people. There are plenty of good, friendly, kind-hearted people in the world.

I wish I could just move...I just don't know anyone out there who would be willing to help me get away from this insanity.

 

[RoJoHen]

You've said stuff like that before, and I just have wonder why you're surrounding yourself with these people. There are plenty of good, friendly, kind-hearted people in the world.

I wish I could just move...I just don't know anyone out there who would be willing to help me get away from this insanity.

You could always hire movers.

 

[Yeoman Randi]

I cried myself to sleep last night. It is so bone jarringly, heart achingly lonely.

I hate Valentine's Day.

I'm sorry! {{{HUG}}}

^
I know how it is to want to be happy for them and all...but to be honest it sucks if you are not there and at that point where you can join in on all that...and I know. Valentines Day is just a reminder of what you don't have in life when you are alone. I feel like killing myself sometimes around the holidays coz it feels empty not being able to enjoy it with my own family(my own wife and kids in our home). Life is never fair, but to alot of people it really isn't fair...compaired to those around you whom seem to have it all.
Sorry, lil jaded here.

All I can say is don't take your life. Each day is a new one and there is the hope that comes with it. That's what pulls me forward, is that hope that something greater is on the horizon.

^
I know how it is to want to be happy for them and all...but to be honest it sucks if you are not there and at that point where you can join in on all that...and I know. Valentines Day is just a reminder of what you don't have in life when you are alone. I feel like killing myself sometimes around the holidays coz it feels empty not being able to enjoy it with my own family(my own wife and kids in our home). Life is never fair, but to alot of people it really isn't fair...compaired to those around you whom seem to have it all.
Sorry, lil jaded here.

All I can say is don't take your life. Each day is a new one and there is the hope that comes with it. That's what pulls me forward, is that hope that something greater is on the horizon.

The days keep getting darker...I must have done something horrible in a past life...coz everything is wreck and it has always been that way and the people who can help me get on track...don't care and actually want me to suffer...go figure.

{{{{HUGS}}}} to all of you. I cannot express in words how devastated people would be if you ever did end your life. You can't know the a/effect it would have on people. My heart just breaks hearing you talk like this. It can get better. Seek out someone to talk to who can really help you get through the dark times. It can get better. Really!!
{{{HUG}}}