(A story of The Untold Era i.e. between ST:VI and TNG)
Captain's Log, Stardate 37255.1
Captain Vor Arthoon
Commanding Officer
USS Hippogriff
We have completed trials, the third of the new Nez Perce-class upgrades to have done so, and USS Hippogriff awaits her first assignment. Commodore Chun of Starbase 60 hosted a dinner for myself and my senior officers. Essentially this proved a relaxing and genial method of giving us our briefing. We will be headed for Starbase 25, there to make up a dispersed squadron of smaller and older ships--four in total--to deal with threats of piracy across five sectors. Our ship is frankly the fastest and most heavily armed, at least compared to the other destroyers assigned (a Pegasus with one Constellation). Easy enough to guess the centers of trouble. Kzinti space on one side, Romulans on the other, with a large Orion colony Brieno IV nearby. Seems a safe bet we'll be running into the Divine Claw sooner or later.
Supplemental
En route to Starbase 25 I'm taking the opportunity to get to know my officers better. I began with my Chief Medical Officer, the Vulcan healer Savek. I'm reminded of a Zakdorn who was my roommate at the Academy. He openly saw my decision to begin with him as well considered given, as he put it, our relative ages not only as individuals but as members of our respective cultures. Yet he saw the fact I chose to eat synthetic meat in his presence as proof I wish to establish dominance in the manner of a predator leading her pack.
Wonder if he'll continue in this vein. And for how long?
He did defer to my presumed greater skill at navigating the primitive emotions with which non-Vulcans must routinely "suffer" (his exact word). I admitted he had a point, and that therefore I would likely make better decisions than himself when it comes to the Kzinti. The pause that followed proved tiny but perceptible.
I fear teasing him like this might prove a little too much fun.
He could hardly deny my own command of Vulcan was fluent, although he did note my accent was "distinctly West in rhythm and pronunciation" as if that were a bad thing.
Still he did mention one detail that flicked my tail. These Kzinti so-called rebels, while serving Patriarch, are also by opposing the Patriarch's public will, offer a challenge. The time must come when the Divine Claw will have to be seen to submit before the Patriarch, or become in fact what they pretend to be--rebels.
Personal Log, Stardate 37259.9
Lieutenant Commander Alexandra Styles,
Tactical Officer/Executive Officer
USS Hippogriff
I find myself increasingly grateful for the meditation techniques taught by Lieutenant T'zekk on board USS Oceanus. My promotion, while welcome and not unexpected, brought with it a post that here--in my personal thoughts--I can dare admit to inspiring doubt. While I am not the youngest First Officer in Starfleet history, I am the youngest currently serving. That the youngest ever was my grandfather proves reassuring yet daunting at the same time. Would I could dispense with one yet keep the other close to my heart!
Or simply acknowledge my unease openly. But that will not do. I must be ready to take command and so must not be seen as weak or unsure, not with a crew of strangers. How I wish T'zekk or O'Reilly could have come with me. Or any of the Five Musketeers! Fact is, I feel a twinge of guilt to be the first of us to become someone's exec. Personally I would have bet T'zekk being the first, especially when we both got our promotions the same time. Of course Vramasamada was first to reach Lieutenant Commander , but that is more than fair--he rose from the ranks which makes him by far the most experienced of us. He should be someone's first officer rather than myself. So the voice in my head keeps firmly whispering. A voice T'zekk taught me to answer rather than ignore.
I miss her much more than I expected. Already. Even more than Zenjiro. Which is a matter for contemplation in and of itself.
So instead of distracting myself away from doubts, am creating an answer to that voice, to repeat when that voice grows loud:
"I learned to walk in the halls of Starfleet as did my father and my father's father. As I know Starfleet so Starfleet knows me--and has given me a task it judges me ready to learn. Much of what I need to know I already know. What I need to learn I stand ready and eager to do so. My ship is small but its duties important. My duties are important but not fundamental to civilizations nor the grand shape of history. I will make mistakes. My duty is to recognize them and learn, thus never repeat them. In this duty there is honor and joy and preparation for greater duties to come. Starfleet judges me ready. The Federation judges me ready. I believe in Starfleet and the Federation, and shall prove their judgement correct."
This seems a good first draft. It strikes a good balance. That voice will not be banished of course, but will become just one of many. Yes, that is the plan.
T'zekk I miss you so very much.
Captain's Log, Stardate 37255.1
Captain Vor Arthoon
Commanding Officer
USS Hippogriff
We have completed trials, the third of the new Nez Perce-class upgrades to have done so, and USS Hippogriff awaits her first assignment. Commodore Chun of Starbase 60 hosted a dinner for myself and my senior officers. Essentially this proved a relaxing and genial method of giving us our briefing. We will be headed for Starbase 25, there to make up a dispersed squadron of smaller and older ships--four in total--to deal with threats of piracy across five sectors. Our ship is frankly the fastest and most heavily armed, at least compared to the other destroyers assigned (a Pegasus with one Constellation). Easy enough to guess the centers of trouble. Kzinti space on one side, Romulans on the other, with a large Orion colony Brieno IV nearby. Seems a safe bet we'll be running into the Divine Claw sooner or later.
Supplemental
En route to Starbase 25 I'm taking the opportunity to get to know my officers better. I began with my Chief Medical Officer, the Vulcan healer Savek. I'm reminded of a Zakdorn who was my roommate at the Academy. He openly saw my decision to begin with him as well considered given, as he put it, our relative ages not only as individuals but as members of our respective cultures. Yet he saw the fact I chose to eat synthetic meat in his presence as proof I wish to establish dominance in the manner of a predator leading her pack.
Wonder if he'll continue in this vein. And for how long?
He did defer to my presumed greater skill at navigating the primitive emotions with which non-Vulcans must routinely "suffer" (his exact word). I admitted he had a point, and that therefore I would likely make better decisions than himself when it comes to the Kzinti. The pause that followed proved tiny but perceptible.
I fear teasing him like this might prove a little too much fun.
He could hardly deny my own command of Vulcan was fluent, although he did note my accent was "distinctly West in rhythm and pronunciation" as if that were a bad thing.
Still he did mention one detail that flicked my tail. These Kzinti so-called rebels, while serving Patriarch, are also by opposing the Patriarch's public will, offer a challenge. The time must come when the Divine Claw will have to be seen to submit before the Patriarch, or become in fact what they pretend to be--rebels.
Personal Log, Stardate 37259.9
Lieutenant Commander Alexandra Styles,
Tactical Officer/Executive Officer
USS Hippogriff
I find myself increasingly grateful for the meditation techniques taught by Lieutenant T'zekk on board USS Oceanus. My promotion, while welcome and not unexpected, brought with it a post that here--in my personal thoughts--I can dare admit to inspiring doubt. While I am not the youngest First Officer in Starfleet history, I am the youngest currently serving. That the youngest ever was my grandfather proves reassuring yet daunting at the same time. Would I could dispense with one yet keep the other close to my heart!
Or simply acknowledge my unease openly. But that will not do. I must be ready to take command and so must not be seen as weak or unsure, not with a crew of strangers. How I wish T'zekk or O'Reilly could have come with me. Or any of the Five Musketeers! Fact is, I feel a twinge of guilt to be the first of us to become someone's exec. Personally I would have bet T'zekk being the first, especially when we both got our promotions the same time. Of course Vramasamada was first to reach Lieutenant Commander , but that is more than fair--he rose from the ranks which makes him by far the most experienced of us. He should be someone's first officer rather than myself. So the voice in my head keeps firmly whispering. A voice T'zekk taught me to answer rather than ignore.
I miss her much more than I expected. Already. Even more than Zenjiro. Which is a matter for contemplation in and of itself.
So instead of distracting myself away from doubts, am creating an answer to that voice, to repeat when that voice grows loud:
"I learned to walk in the halls of Starfleet as did my father and my father's father. As I know Starfleet so Starfleet knows me--and has given me a task it judges me ready to learn. Much of what I need to know I already know. What I need to learn I stand ready and eager to do so. My ship is small but its duties important. My duties are important but not fundamental to civilizations nor the grand shape of history. I will make mistakes. My duty is to recognize them and learn, thus never repeat them. In this duty there is honor and joy and preparation for greater duties to come. Starfleet judges me ready. The Federation judges me ready. I believe in Starfleet and the Federation, and shall prove their judgement correct."
This seems a good first draft. It strikes a good balance. That voice will not be banished of course, but will become just one of many. Yes, that is the plan.
T'zekk I miss you so very much.
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