"Heroic" is a fantastic episode, and the moment June has her crucible moment. She is hopeless, careless, and hateful. She wants to end Natalie's life (what there is of it) and the life of the fetus in order to protect it from what would be to come. I am glad Janine was there, as I adore Janine and my heart breaks for her every time I see her. She manages to talk June down, though I don't think anyone could have made June hand over that scalpel. She was still on a mission. The moment where she tries to stab Serena is where she has her nervous breakdown and burns herself out. It did not bother me one iota when she made the attempt, because Serena is just as complicit as any man, because she knows what she is doing, and the blood is just as thick on her hands as any of her male counterparts.
When Serena goes to get the doctor, saying June has a killer's mind, June has burned herself out completely, and was likely waiting for death. Instead, thanks to the mercy and compassion of a doctor who outside of Gilead would otherwise be a truly good man, June regains herself, and her hopes rise again like that of a phoenix. In short, he's managed to widen her scope beyond herself, her daughter, and the immediate future.
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SPOILERS BELOW FOR S03E10 "WITNESS"
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So Fred's got a taste for D.C. power and the lifestyle. He's been implementing new changes in their rancid little section of Gilead, making everything more uniform. We knew it was only a matter of time before what we saw in the capital would become mandatory for everyone else. The silence rings will be coming, that's for certain, as Winslow shows his disappointment that they're not yet implemented. When he asks June about Commander Lawrence, he downright sneers at her usage of "respect" in her description of his behavior towards her, because of course she's a woman, a handmaid, for her respect is above that station. It's clear that Winslow doesn't just consider women beneath him, he actively dislikes them. He hates women, and I doubt he is the end result of that hatred. I imagine their dear leader, whomever that may be, far surpasses Winslow in his hatred of women everywhere. I still wonder if we'll see him this season.
I was so relieved when we got to see Mrs. Lawrence, because I like her so much, and my heart goes out to her. I clapped when she took June downstairs to find the Red Center documents. The whole time, though, I was worried she would revert to whatever mental state causes her to have such terrible reactions to others. I'm also glad to find that Joseph himself is facing so much hardship. He should. He helped create this system, and he deserves every punishment coming to him. That said, his wife shouldn't have to pay for it, none of the women caught up in the system should have to pay for it. Still, for all of his many faults, he does love his wife.
Fred has sunk to a new low, and you'd think Fred couldn't really sink much lower, but I've found that men can often dig holes and create lows one would never have imagined possible. Here he proves it by making his political play against Joseph Lawrence, because it's not enough he crush women, he wants to crush everyone in his rise to power, because let's not fool ourselves (as if we're fooled anyway), this is all about control. Fred wants more control. He doesn't love his wife, he loves using her. He doesn't love the baby, he loves using it. He doesn't love June, he loves exploiting her. All he loves is power, and now he sees golden opportunities to consolidate great power, and the act against the Lawrences was the first major push to take what he believes is rightfully his.
So now Joseph is being monitored to ensure he's engaging in the ceremony. Poor Mrs. Lawrence is crushed because Joseph promised he would never engage in it, and now he has to break it. He is no longer free of Gilead's oppressive control. He's no longer the mastermind of its economy, but now is a slave of its culture. That he realizes this is good, and that he promises the truck to June as long as she helps smuggle his wife out of Gilead is even better. She's got the truck, and is working on a plan of action to take every child stolen and return them home. It's a colossal task, and it only makes sense she asks the Marthas for help.
So the noose tightens just a little more, as the power of Gilead fully takes control of the bedroom for even the Commanders. Fred is playing a dangerous game now, one he seems confident is his to win. Serena goes along with it to present her united front, but she does know Fred has been using the baby as leverage to gain power and influence with Winslow, and she confronts him about it. She's even willing to have an American kidnap the baby, which again shows she has long since become a part of the fabric of power that Gilead uses to smother the rights of women. Fred agrees, but we know he's going to stall, because the longer he stalls, the more favor he gains from Winslow, and I have no doubt Fred will eventually cast Serena aside if she becomes nothing but a stumbling block in his path to greater power.
On a side note, the scene where June tells Janine that her son Caleb was with a new family in California, living on the beach, rather than that he was killed in a car accident was a relief. Seeing Janine's face show happiness at the prospect her son would be okay was uplifting. That poor woman has been through so much, learning her son was dead would have killed her. Chalk one up for small mercies.
The final scene where June walks into the Lawrence kitchen to see a table full of muffins (which mean yes, the Martha network is on board to get the children out) and says "we're going to need a bigger boat," was fantastic. I hooted.

Now the real work begins. Time to bring all of the children home. This episode did well to highlight how much worse Gilead is about to become (as hard as that is to imagine), and to give us a desperately needed ray of hope in that June's going to become the Harriet Tubman of Gilead.