I know how you feel. Sometimes I wonder if studying wasn't a waste of time and money. At least it really didn't help me to find a job afterwards.
Oh, but don't you feel that studying itself was worth it? All the new things you learned, all the personal experiences. The fact that you did something you wanted to do. (I am, of course, assuming that that's the case.)
Well, sometimes I think that it was worth it, sometimes not. I admit that I enjoyed learning new things; I liked to discuss movies, plays and art. In a way it was very sophisticated.
But on the other hand it felt like spending years in an ivory tower and talking was all there ever was. Once I hit the road and tried to gain ground on the job market, employers weren’t much interested in what I’ve learned, only in what I could do in practice. If you graduate from university, there is a big gap between theory and practice. Everything is just so theoretical and practice is very often neglected. Therefore I often felt – and still do – that studies aren’t properly preparing you for the job market, a deficit that people who complete job training might not have. Of course, I’ve done internships, so it’s not that I don’t have any experience. But to be honest, the things that I’ve learned and that were really useful for me, such as film analysis, handling literature correctly and writing scientific texts, well, I probably could have learned them in 1,5 years. Add another six months of exercise in a company to that and I think studying would be more effective. But instead students spent years in their ivory tower.
I wrap things up to get to a point and to answer your question. A positive experience for me was definitely that I’ve learned things about myself:
- I like lectures, but I like it even more to consume art or to make art myself rather than to analyze it.
- I’m very lazy and an academic path simply wouldn’t right for me. So I’m glad that lies behind me.
- I’m not sure if studying itself was worth it because I could have accomplished the same knowledge differently and probably more effectively if I had done a job training instead.
Mmh, so many things to choose from...
1) I just finished my PhD in astrophysics (and I mean just finished: I defended my dissertation last week).
Congrats

3) People get strange vibes around me: they tell me I'm charming, helpful, well-mannered, and always polite to a point. Still, many people feel uncomfortable around me. "Crawling-with-willies" uncomfortable. I still don't know what to make of that. I guess I should start to describe myself as a man of wealth and taste.
Have people actually told you that? Have they never given you a reason why they feel uncomfortable?
I've had a year of "general film making" education. During it you where able to go trough the whole process on several projects in different sizes. I was already interested in editing when I started and from the second project forwards I was the editing guy in whatever group I was in.
Then your qualification isn't bad.
So I shut myself in the editing room for a month and finished the damn thing as much I could. When I finished it still wasn't what I wanted it to be and I would have needed someone who knew audio way better then me, but I'd impressed the hell out of a lot of fellow students and the teachers.
Well, yeah, that is pretty impressive. It shows that you care about your work and that you can work really hard. It's not a bad condition if you really want to be an editor.
What I was most happy with from the entire education and liked doing most was a little commercial film project. And it's the only one I have on the tube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcAXX-Mu8n8
I liked that commercial


And I've pretty much used up what I had in student loans. Plus right now we're in some pretty bad shape financially in our family so I don't have any choice and need to stay at the one badly paying job I have. In fact I'm become more and more convinced that my purpose in life is to make sure that my brother has a place to stay so that he can get to school easily, that he keeps doing what he wants to do and gets a good education so that he can have a shot at life. Because at 25 I seriously doubt I'll ever get to work with something I actually like or that pays anything decent.
Well, I know how you feel, believe me. I'm older and still struggeling. Sometimes I think about giving up, but then there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. Your situation might not be great at the moment, that doesn't mean things will change. If you really care about becoming an editor you should go for it. Find a way. Maybe you can't do it right away and maybe it takes a few more years. But why shouldn't you be able to do something that you really want to do?
2. I have read 1023 books and 755 magazine articles since 1989 (I actually keep a notebook of everything I have read).
I was wondering why you write everything you read down? Do you want to keep track of all your books?
1. I recently found out that I'm lactose intolerant, which explains some of the IBS symptoms I've had for years.
I've got a friend with the same problem but I could never figure out how it actually affects her life other than that she needs special milk and ice-cream. How is it like, if you don't mind me asking?
3. I'm an intern at Zoic Studios, as seen in my location (yes, the Firelfy and BSG guys); they're currently doing V, CSI and others...and I've seen Things. Awesome Things. I also wrote and am producing our intern visual effects project, under the tutelage of the producers and artists there.![]()
That's very cool

EDIT: I finally figured the multi-quote thing out
