Chapter 15: Commitment
All Ariah Richards ever wanted to be was a member of Starfleet, like her mother. Now, at 18, she stands at the start of her journey towards realizing that dream. But, she could not imagine how the experience would change not only her life, but also the future of Earth itself.
One thousand, eighty-nine…
For three years, the face stared at her. Unblinking, all knowing, and unavoidable, the gentle green eyes peered out at her, watching her grow from an awkward young girl to the person she was today. The smile on the face became a reminder, an ever-present impetus to ‘never quit, never surrender, and never lose.’ The picture drove her.
One thousand, ninety …
Her mother had taught her that simple mantra when she was twelve. She could still remember her mother’s face, as she had spoken the words -- the motto of Starfleet's Aerospace Command. A glint of cold steel flashed behind the kind eyes and she felt a swell of pride at herself and her daughter.
One thousand, ninety-one…
Just two days before, Ariah Richards had attended the Armistice Day air show to watch her own mother perform with the Fleet acrobatic team, the Red Dragons. From the ground, jaw agape, she stared as her mother, and seven other pilots, flung their fighters through crowd-pleasing maneuvers.
One-thousand, ninety-two…
She’d covered her eyes several times, as the fighters roared past each with carefully choreographed precision, the tips of their aerofoils streaking past each other’s cockpits with just mere feet to spare. At least twice, the blurs of red had merged together, and Ariah swore that the small, maneuverable craft had collided. But there was no fire, no panic, and no sign of any trouble, except the gasp of a small girl.
One thousand, ninety-three…
When she asked whether they had hit each other, up there in the baby blue sky, Mother explained later that it was simply an optical illusion. It had been a perfect performance, she added with a contented smile and confident thumbs-up. It was the same expression; Ariah had seen when the Red Dragons taxied back to the flight line, their performance complete.
One thousand, ninety-four…
When the fighters were stopped and powered down, all eight pilots stood in their cockpits; brilliant in their immaculate red flight suits, removed their helmets, and waved to the adoring crowd. Ariah remembered watching, captivated and clapping wildly, as her mother stood, tucked her helmet under her left arm, and her beautiful auburn hair spilled down around her shoulders. She cast the crowd a recruiting poster perfect smile, and thumbs up.
One thousand, ninety-five…
“I want to be a pilot, like you!”
On the drive home several hours later, Ariah, still bubbling with excitement, had blurted out those words. It was a radical transformation for the young girl, who just a day before had been more interested in boys, fashion and music. Now, in the blink of an eye, she wanted to follow in her mother’s footsteps, and become a member of the United Earth Aerospace Command. Ariah could see her mother’s eyes glisten, her voice filled with pride, as she explained what it would take to her young daughter: intelligence, athletic prowess, and discipline.
One thousand, ninety-six…
Ariah had always been good at school, particularly in her scientific studies and mathematics. After her mother’s speech however, those scores jumped to the top of the class. Awards and recognition came soon afterwards, blue ribbons in city-wide science fairs, and math competitions. She became unrelentingly competitive, studying, cramming, and pushing for every percentage point when it came to grades.
One thousand, ninety-seven…
Athletic prowess was another story. Her mother was gifted with the grace and inner balance of a ballerina. But that genetic treasure had not carried down to her daughter. She struggled with team sports, and gymnastics became its own particular brand of hell. Ariah could remember coming home from a competition, in tears, after failing to stick the dismount from the uneven bars. It had cost her team a chance to win, and the guilt, shame, and disappointment broke her normally stubborn pride.
Her mother, home on leave, had taken her aside when she ran in the front door. Tears flowed down her face as Ariah admitted her defeat. She couldn’t do it. She was too uncoordinated. She would never become a pilot.
“You can too,” her mother said, wiping her daughter’s tears away with a tissue, “if you really want to be. You’ll just have to work on the athletic part. You are lucky, most people struggle in the academic part. But, for you it’s easy. But, you have to want to try.”
One thousand, ninety-eight…
Ariah looked up hopefully at her mother, green eyes meeting green eyes. She nodded, even as salty tears still flowed down her rosy cheeks. That night, they began running through the neighborhood, doing push-ups, doing sit-ups. Throughout secondary school, while most students spent their nights studying for their classes, she spent the evening following doggedly after her mother.
Day after day, she struggled to keep up, until finally one day, her junior year, she looked down, as the miles past under her feet that she was keeping up. Stride for muscular stride, push-up for push-up, sit-up for strenuous sit-up.
One thousand, ninety-nine…
Ariah lifted herself off the floor of her room, once more, carefully regulating her breathing as her arms pushed her into the air. Her back remained ramrod straight, as she reached her apex. She exhaled. and headed back to the floor, to repeat the cycle.
Her determined green eyes focused on the picture of her mother on her dresser.
Each day, she looked more and more like her mother now. The petite build, slender strength, determination lurking behind her green eyes. Even her auburn hair, wrapped in a tight bun as she worked out, was the same. The only difference was the smattering of freckles on her cheeks.
She could even hear her mother’s gentle voice in her head: Come on baby, one more. Ariah rose and fell, blowing an errant wisp of hair out of her face. You can do it; I know it, her mother said from deep in her mind. I know you can. Now, say it . . .
Her exhausted arms quivered, and sweat beaded on her forehead, as Cadet Ariah Fairchild Richards lifted herself once more into the air. Her breathing was ragged, her entire body aching, but up she went. As she reached the top, she held herself there, gritting her teeth as her body tried to disobey her commands.
“One-hundred,” she yelled, filling her room with the pronouncement.
Her voice echoed through the house. In his bedroom, watching the holo-screen, her widower father heard it. He looked up, eyes full of concern, and sighed. Hoisting up his can of beer, he stood and looked at the picture of his wife, draped with a black cloth. “Well,” he slurred drunkenly, “she made I … she got in … another member of the family to die in the name of the United Earth.” He walked up to the picture, and glowered at it. “I just hope you’re proud of yourself.”
* * *
As she bounded up to the top of the stairs after her five-mile run, Ariah Richards saw her father leaving the bedroom unsteadily and looking at something in his hand. He looked worried, Ariah thought. “Is something wrong, Dad,” she asked, wiping beads of sweat from her brow with a towel.
Startled, Giovanni Richards turned quickly. “Oh, Ariah. I was looking for you,” he said, his speech slightly slurred from the ever-present alcohol. He hesitated, and then held out a small box. “I want you to have this. Your mother bought it when she was deployed to Tellar, and …”
His voice trailed off as Ariah opened the box. Inside was a small golden ring with a brilliant flame-red ruby mounted atop it. Ariah looked up and saw tears forming in her father’s eyes. “Dad,” she whispered. “It’s beautiful.”
Giovanni looked at his daughter, only seventeen, petite, bright and full of fun – just like her mother. She’s been a cheerleader, student council president, a gymnast and a top student too, he thought, his chest swelling with pride. ‘But,’ his mind added sourly, ‘she doesn’t even realize what a sacrifice she is making by entering the military – even if it is Starfleet. And, I don’t know how to tell her.’ It was the moments like this, most of all, which made Giovanni ache for Ariah’s mother. She would have known how to explain the challenges that their daughter would face.
He reached out and ran his fingers through his daughter’s brown hair. “You had to cut off almost all your hair,” he said with a hint of sadness. “It’s so short now.”
Ariah laughed her mother’s full throaty laugh. “I know,” she said, fingering her straight her absently. “Remember when I found out I’d have to cut it and said, ‘That’s it. I’m not going?’” The young girl shook her head.
“It’s cute, honey,” replied Giovanni warmly, his doubts increasing to near-panic proportions. ‘I’m sending my first-born to go learn how to be a warrior,’ his mind screamed. ‘How will she ever survive alone?’
Giovanni tried to fight back his emotions, but it was impossible to contain his anxiety about her impending departure any longer. “Ariah,” he blurted out. “I don’t want you to leave.” It was a lament, not a request, for he knew Ariah’s resolve. He pulled his daughter close and hugged her tightly, not wanting to let go.
“I love you, Dad,” Ariah whispered, clinging just as strongly to her father. ‘I’m not sure I want to leave yet either,’ she added silently. Yet, imbued with the confidence of youth, the petite girl knew this was the right thing.
Ariah had always wanted to enlist in Starfleet after graduating from college. The adventure and opportunity to travel beyond the confines of the solar system attracted her, like it did tens of thousands of other enlistees. Her dream to become a pilot, like her mother had been, only pushed her further toward that path. And, Giovanni knew perfectly well, that the more he tried to pull her away from the military, the closer she got to it. After all, just like her mother, Ariah was ingrained with an unyielding desire to pursue anything and everything placed off-limits.
“We’d better get you ready,” he said, letting go first, and stroking his daughter’s hair one more time. “Your friends will be here to take you to the yacht club in a few minutes.” Ariah walked down to the bathroom to shower, stopped and looked back at her father in the hallway. “Go on,” he said calmly. “I’ll be fine. You have fun.”
Ariah was not prepared for the crowd that awaited her at the yacht club that evening. Friends, family, fellow cheerleaders and the football team succeeded in surprising her with a cake that read: “Move over Fellas! Here I come!” and a pair of camouflage bikini underwear that read “STARFLEET PROPERTY” on the seat. After a last toast to Ariah, her friends ceremoniously picked her up on their shoulders, and carried her out to the pier. Despite her protests, they promptly heaved her into the chilly Piscataqua River for her first ‘wetting down’ ceremony. Ariah splashed to surface, her clothes clinging to her skin. Her teeth chattered as she laughed. The heart-warming sound echoed down the river and back to the lit patio of the yacht club, where Giovanni heard it and smiled at the sounds of his daughter’s joy.
For that moment, he was sure; it was the sweetest sound he had ever heard.
* * *
It seemed to Ariah a thing of great beauty, just across the bay, resplendent bathed in the oranges and reds of the setting sun. Sparkling blue water and lush green fields surrounded the massive contemporary buildings of beige stone and smoky brown glass thrust amid the older buildings of grey-white stone and sea-green roofs that made up the ancient Presidio.
The tremendous copper dome of Cochrane Hall, gleaming the sun’s dying light, rose higher than all others, as if symbolizing the surpremacy of faith, honor, and respect – the traditions of the newly-formed Starfleet. Ariah did not know the names of all the buildings, only the ones highlighted in the recruiting information, but it made no difference. Not now, in her eyes, they all formed together into an architectural monument called Starfleet Academy. A man-made temple that there was a brighter future for mankind somewhere out in the heavens, and that mankind was going to achieve that future.
She stood there at the scenic overlook near the base of the Golden Gate Bridge, pausing on this final leg of her trek from Virginia. Tomorrow, July 6 2250, Ariah Denise Richards would be embarking on her future as one of the first cadets admitted to Starfleet Academy. She had worked toward this goal, long before her Parliament representive had signed the letter of recommendation, granting the teenager his permission for her to be granted admission. She had heard a 4.0 grade-point average in her classes and trained herself physically, but the emotional preparation had been the most challenging.
Ariah’s friends and family had been supportive, even her father, although his misgivings about her decision was obvious. Others around her, however, held widely differing opinions. Her jaw tightened as she recalled the taunts of “green-blood,” and “Vulcan lover” flung at her by some of the students in her school. Some claimed she was trying to run away from an abusive father, a charge that had resulted in Ariah rewarding the accuser with a busted lip. Others claimed she was going to transformed into a mindless automotron, bent on killing – a sign that even a century after the end of the Eugenics Wars, there was still a strong undercurrent of distrust toward the military.
‘How could they be so narrow-minded,’ Ariah wondered. ‘How hard is it to believe that I want to see what’s out there. That I want to help people by exploring new worlds?’ She shook her head in frustration. “Screw ‘em,” her father had whispered one night after she came home fuming from the accusations. “You don’t have to prove anything to them. Just be the best officer you can. Don’t let their prejudices get you down and eventually they’ll see what you have believed all along.”
This was a glorious moment, Ariah thought, wishing her family could see the panoramic view. But, she also knew the real triumph would lay nearly four years in the future.
She studied the buildings a moment longer. They looked so immaculate, so pure – so wholly dedicated to the moral, mental and physical preparation of professional Starfleet officers. Their gleaming facades promised enlightenment, challenge, and hard work. The satisfaction of giving her utmost in the service of her planet would be the highest reward she could receive.
As the sun dropped below the Presidio’s hilly peaks, Winston Churchill’s words flashed through Ariah’s mind: “I have nothing to offer but blood, toil, tears and sweat ...”