^like the whole rest of parenthood - exhausting joyous anxiety ridden running about with my hair on fire multiplied by about 100 times. I can't wait until my husband grows up! (hee hee!) I confess I am usually glad to be done with it all. Chirstmas is loverly and seeing all the relatives - mine - his - ours and all the outlaws is great but I am usually soooo very inappropriately happy to be able to sit down and breathe when it's all over! I caught myself singing to the Grinch song on the radio and really enjoying it! Just a couple more days troopers! Merry Christmas to you all and Happy Holidays!