"OPUS" - BSG Urantia Special Event
Written by BolianAdmiral and RoslinAdamaJunkie
CONTINUED...
BATTLESTAR URANTIA - BSG-53
COMMANDER STANDISH'S CABIN
Grae followed Standish into his cabin, as she took her flight jacket off, tossing it on the couch, as she stood by, as the Commander walked to his desk, and loosened his collar a bit.
"I still can't see how we got our asses kicked by old tin cans." Grae began, as Standish turned to face her, an amused look on his face.
"There was a lot to say for those tin cans." he began. "They still had guns, and FTL... and those Cylon pilots could handle far more g-forces than we could... they had a maneuvering adantage. They're not just tin cans." he said.
"Yes, they are." Grae replied.
"No, they're not." Standish shot back, holding up one finger, to keep her from continuing.
For a moment, Grae just looked at him, a smile wanting to break free, but she kept her composure, and finally, decided to change the subject, as she plopped herself down hin his sofa.
"So... who'se that woman I've been seeing you with recently... the redhead?" she asked.
"Eliza Winnow." Standish began, as he walked over to the other end of the sofa, to sit near Medusa. "She's one of the pilgrim women from the Emilon fleet... she's from the Sepia Moon." he added, sitting down, with a tired sigh.
"So that's why that ship is always tagging alongside us." Medusa said, looking to him with a toying smile. "And all this time, I thought that you and the XO were an item." she added.
Standish looked to her, with a face that tried hard to look serious, but could not help being amused.
"Is it that obvious?" he asked.
"It is. Sneaking around on the XO, are we?" she asked back.
"No, she's just interesting to talk to. Eliza seems lonely." the Commander replied.
"Lonely on a ship full of her own people?" Grae asked, wanting to continue this verbal game.
"You know what I mean." Standish shot back.
"No... I don't. Explain it to me." she replied, smiling.
"She is... um... I need a drink." Standish said, getting up from the sofa.
"All that booze isn't good for you fearless leader." Grae shot at him, turning her head to face him.
"Only you can talk to me that way and not fear the brig." he offered, as Grae now got up herself, and went over to him, and rested her hand on Standish's shoulder as he poured himself a drink. When he turned to her he caught a faint glimpse of red skin. Placing the glass back on the table he grabbed her arm and moved her sleeve up to see an angry red mark that had begun to heal. It looked about two days old to his eyes. Standish lowered his head and made his grip tighter.
"I thought you said you had stopped this." he said, softly.
"I had... but you know how hard it is when you start something... It's hard to stop." she offered.
"I never thought of you as that weak." Standish shot back.
Grae had to fight back tears... the Commander's words stung like a needle, going deep into her skin. She felt a wave of shame wash over her, like a small child that had just been disciplined.
"I'm not weak." she protested.
She pulled hard, and freed her arm from the Commander's grasp, as his icy stare of disappointment kept drilling into her. She had felt responsible for letting the Cylons destroy the Itaron, and this was as much punishment as it was for pain mixed with the pleaure of the fact that she alone had the power to hurt herself and no one else.
"Talk to me. What's going on to make you do this again?" he asked her.
"Nothing... it's just... it was my fault the Cylons took out the Itaron... if I had been quicker... better... you entrusted me with the safety of that ship." she said.
Standish looked back down at his drink, as he brought it up to his lips.
"It was no one's fault, you had your hands busy." he offered.
"It's not good for you to drink so much... you might hurt yourself." she said.
"That doesn't stop you." he shot back, the words again stinging her like pins.
"So were both masochists. I guess we're both frakked up that way. Guess that's why we're meant to be together." she offered, as said and slumped down to the couch and waited for Standish to get another drink, as she propped her boots up on his coffee table. Sometimes it annoyed him that she did that even when he had paper work to go over but tonight he let her because she needed a little freedom after everything that had happened lately. They had lost two more pilots that were friends of Grae's and the guilt was eating at her. Standish could see it though, and he thought it better not to say anything.
TO BE CONTINUED...
Written by BolianAdmiral and RoslinAdamaJunkie
CONTINUED...
BATTLESTAR URANTIA - BSG-53
COMMANDER STANDISH'S CABIN
Grae followed Standish into his cabin, as she took her flight jacket off, tossing it on the couch, as she stood by, as the Commander walked to his desk, and loosened his collar a bit.
"I still can't see how we got our asses kicked by old tin cans." Grae began, as Standish turned to face her, an amused look on his face.
"There was a lot to say for those tin cans." he began. "They still had guns, and FTL... and those Cylon pilots could handle far more g-forces than we could... they had a maneuvering adantage. They're not just tin cans." he said.
"Yes, they are." Grae replied.
"No, they're not." Standish shot back, holding up one finger, to keep her from continuing.
For a moment, Grae just looked at him, a smile wanting to break free, but she kept her composure, and finally, decided to change the subject, as she plopped herself down hin his sofa.
"So... who'se that woman I've been seeing you with recently... the redhead?" she asked.
"Eliza Winnow." Standish began, as he walked over to the other end of the sofa, to sit near Medusa. "She's one of the pilgrim women from the Emilon fleet... she's from the Sepia Moon." he added, sitting down, with a tired sigh.
"So that's why that ship is always tagging alongside us." Medusa said, looking to him with a toying smile. "And all this time, I thought that you and the XO were an item." she added.
Standish looked to her, with a face that tried hard to look serious, but could not help being amused.
"Is it that obvious?" he asked.
"It is. Sneaking around on the XO, are we?" she asked back.
"No, she's just interesting to talk to. Eliza seems lonely." the Commander replied.
"Lonely on a ship full of her own people?" Grae asked, wanting to continue this verbal game.
"You know what I mean." Standish shot back.
"No... I don't. Explain it to me." she replied, smiling.
"She is... um... I need a drink." Standish said, getting up from the sofa.
"All that booze isn't good for you fearless leader." Grae shot at him, turning her head to face him.
"Only you can talk to me that way and not fear the brig." he offered, as Grae now got up herself, and went over to him, and rested her hand on Standish's shoulder as he poured himself a drink. When he turned to her he caught a faint glimpse of red skin. Placing the glass back on the table he grabbed her arm and moved her sleeve up to see an angry red mark that had begun to heal. It looked about two days old to his eyes. Standish lowered his head and made his grip tighter.
"I thought you said you had stopped this." he said, softly.
"I had... but you know how hard it is when you start something... It's hard to stop." she offered.
"I never thought of you as that weak." Standish shot back.
Grae had to fight back tears... the Commander's words stung like a needle, going deep into her skin. She felt a wave of shame wash over her, like a small child that had just been disciplined.
"I'm not weak." she protested.
She pulled hard, and freed her arm from the Commander's grasp, as his icy stare of disappointment kept drilling into her. She had felt responsible for letting the Cylons destroy the Itaron, and this was as much punishment as it was for pain mixed with the pleaure of the fact that she alone had the power to hurt herself and no one else.
"Talk to me. What's going on to make you do this again?" he asked her.
"Nothing... it's just... it was my fault the Cylons took out the Itaron... if I had been quicker... better... you entrusted me with the safety of that ship." she said.
Standish looked back down at his drink, as he brought it up to his lips.
"It was no one's fault, you had your hands busy." he offered.
"It's not good for you to drink so much... you might hurt yourself." she said.
"That doesn't stop you." he shot back, the words again stinging her like pins.
"So were both masochists. I guess we're both frakked up that way. Guess that's why we're meant to be together." she offered, as said and slumped down to the couch and waited for Standish to get another drink, as she propped her boots up on his coffee table. Sometimes it annoyed him that she did that even when he had paper work to go over but tonight he let her because she needed a little freedom after everything that had happened lately. They had lost two more pilots that were friends of Grae's and the guilt was eating at her. Standish could see it though, and he thought it better not to say anything.
TO BE CONTINUED...