I'm not trying to argue, I'm really not, plus I don't understand why you and others are so hyper emotional over this subject and I just just wish it explained to me and educated on the matter. is that really such a bad thing?
Nope, trying to understand is never a bad thing. I'm just not sure that I'd be able to explain it in a way that would make you understand. Not after 49 pages.
Guess I'll try after all ,but I might as well make it here.
I'm a sap, I'm a romantic at heart, I'm a lot of things and one of them is passionate about Janeway.
Star Trek was a cultish thing to me before Voyager. Something I wouldn't even consider watching if I had the opportunity. I'd seen a bit of TNG here and there, but it wasn't to my liking. Boring is the word that I'd would have used at the time.
I loved Star Wars though, still does, so it's not just sci-fi that I dislike (I also love BSG). I guess the fairytale setting and the humor of Star Wars (Han Solo can always make me laugh) is what got me hooked on those movies, even though I was just a little girl.
One night I'm at home and there's absolutely nothing of interest on tv. Well, Star Trek Voyager (Caretaker) has just begun on Swedish tv and after some debate I figure...why not, how bad can it be? After all I could always turn it off again, right?
Wrong! I was immediately hooked and the reason was the characters.
I love the characters on Voyager and over the years I've discovered that often one of my main reasons for liking a specific show is its characters; actual content or lack there off doesn't mean much to me if the characters are interesting enough and on Voyager they were just that.
I love Janeway - her passion, her strength, her compassion, her pain, her guilt, her humor, the way she interacts with her crew, the fact that she believes in every crew member and are willing to go the distance and give each and every one of them a second chance, her refusal to be bullied or manipulated and her anger when she is anyway, and all the many faulty sides to her character that makes her so deeply human to me.
I also love Tom Paris - my gosh...how to explain Tom Paris. Don't think I can. Lets just say that I love all the complexities that make up his personality.
B'Elanna - what would Voyager be without it's passionate and sometimes rather violent Klingon chief engineer. I love B'Elanna. She hides it well, but in her heart she's really just as soft as most other women, even if she'll never admit it.
The EMH - oh boy...his sarcasm gets me everytime and I'm conflicted on who I love the most - Janeway or the EMH. He's wonderful.
Those are my four favourite characters on the show.
Yes, I'm a J/C fan and so I accept Chakotay being an important part as well since there will be no J/C without the C, but Chakotay by himself, I find rather boring.
However, what I'm trying to say is that I got hooked on the show because of its diverse set of characters and the special bond they built and shared over the years due to the many ups and downs that they faced and shared on a daily basis.
The Voyager characters are special to me because most of them are filled with faults that make them deeply lovable to me and intensely human.
Janeway just happens to be the most special to me, but I would object to any of their deaths, and I also object to splitting up the crew because by doing that you pull the characters and the bond that I find so important and so special apart, and that leaves very little left for me to enjoy in the Trek universe in general and the Voyager in particular.
I'm not sure this made it any clearer or helped you to understand, but at least I tried.
Janeway is Janeway to me because of all the both good and bad sides to her character. She is unique in my eyes and I love her, and a Voyager book without her simply isn't the Voyager that I grew to love, and if it's not what I grew to love, then why bother. There are other fish to catch and books to read.