I use to go by just Jayson. Problem is I haven't had much access to the internet over those years because of money problems. I have forgotten my old password and even my old email address. Hell i'm not even sure it exist because I think it was a AOL account it's been so long since I was a regular. Anyways I was wondering what things have been like here since then.
As for me I guess I can tell you some things that have happened to me. I lost my job as a newspaper bulk carrier because I had a panic attack and had to go inpatient and I got fired. I now get disability for that and my ocd. I gained alot of weight. I was fat then but worst now. Starting to walk again to try a loose it but it will take time. Still a virgin. Kind of stoped looking for love because of my issues. I also lost my only two friends. Both married and I have lost contact with them. Got to admit I missed this place because it was alot of fun here and one can only watch so much tv before you go a little stir crazy. Anyways I can't wait to became part of the community again.
Jason
As for me I guess I can tell you some things that have happened to me. I lost my job as a newspaper bulk carrier because I had a panic attack and had to go inpatient and I got fired. I now get disability for that and my ocd. I gained alot of weight. I was fat then but worst now. Starting to walk again to try a loose it but it will take time. Still a virgin. Kind of stoped looking for love because of my issues. I also lost my only two friends. Both married and I have lost contact with them. Got to admit I missed this place because it was alot of fun here and one can only watch so much tv before you go a little stir crazy. Anyways I can't wait to became part of the community again.
Jason