I wouldn't worry too much if your excitement for Trek lit has diminished.

People come and go as regards the intensity with which they pursue an interest or hobby. Sometimes they even leave the field fallow for a bit, and return later feeling refreshed for it. For my part, while I enjoy Trek lit as much as ever, the pure excitement has indeed diminished. That's not due to any drop in quality or lack of interest on my part, but just my changing circumstances.
There were times in my adolescence when the next Trek novel was probably my primary motivation to get on with life; got to get the next piece of the expanding picture, got to see what happens to so-and-so. Trek wasn't the only thing in which I invested, of course, but it
was the essential recreation. I found it to be one of the very few outlets available for the particular mix of emotional and ideological concepts I struggled with; Trek lit offered a great deal of comfort and, in a sense, guidance. Having since been deposited into adulthood (more or less intact), it's become more of a pure enjoyment. Trek lit still has my appreciation, and I still buy each and every new novel, but it's now a pleasant monthly occurance rather than the next goal. While that's a good thing overall, I must say to some extent I actually do miss the buzz. It was nice when Trek lit was the
highlight of the month, not just a satisfying feature thrown in there.
It's rather the same with TV Trek, really. I started watching Voyager at age 11 and it was capable of genuinely exciting me. Sometimes I fondly wish I could recapture that. Isn't a sense of perspective disappointing?
