*whew*
So happy she's okay.

Some people here and on Facebook had some idea of what was going on (some more than others), but I think it's best to leave it to CD to share it if she wants.
So, did the disappearance involve a shady spot on the beach and fabulous drinks?
Double, I live here in Austin, that's the only reason why I am doing this. If CD lived somewhere else, I wouldn't even try but since she lives here, I am trying my best.
And I understand your qualms. Everyone does. And I'm working on those. And I'm glad you are writing about that.
If you have any other suggestions regarding this situation, please let me know
Double, I live here in Austin, that's the only reason why I am doing this. If CD lived somewhere else, I wouldn't even try but since she lives here, I am trying my best.
And I understand your qualms. Everyone does. And I'm working on those. And I'm glad you are writing about that.
If you have any other suggestions regarding this situation, please let me know
Um, your creepy behavior was the last straw. I thought I'd made it clear that I want nothing more to do with you, period and I'd appreciate it if you'd knock it off and stop bugging both me and other people on the board. Stalking is stalking and you've gone well past that.
Based on the conversations here, I'm informing the authorities just in case :\ I'm not trying to freak anyone out, but given the scenarios in my life and in some of your life, I don't want to take any chances.
I am/was just north of you in Oklahoma, and if your trip entailed your coming through my way, I'd have gladly offered support. Yes, you don't know me; however, I have a reputation on another board that I could use as proof.I'm doing pretty well, considering. I've been dealing with some really bad anxiety for the past month, and trying to keep afloat financially just finally broke me. The money and the sickness just got to me, and Sat of last week I called my parents and told them I'm moving the hell out of Austin.
Long story short- I realized that everyone I'd interacted with in Austin were either either fair weather friends or "helping me" as a way of getting something out of me. Really, my pants aren't that much to write home about, and I'm tired of people using slimy ways to get into them.
I spent the rest of last week on the road, moving every last piece of furniture I could get out of my apartment and keeping the cats safe.
Then I got to West TN and all weekend it's been rain and tornadoes. So there went any communication.
I'm depressed and anxious as hell. I don't feel like talking to people. I've been used and ignored enough by the people around me for the past 3-4 months and I don't really want to be around people. I'm going to do my best to heal and get my life in order right now and I'll check in whenever I can.
Thank you all for checking in on me. I wish I could've said something sooner, but I've been barely hanging on, and I've gotten more than hurt by the people physically around me to want to talk to anybody.
But I know where my real friends have been the whole time, and that's here on the BBS.
Glad to see you CD. I won't pretend to fully understand how you're feeling, but I will say that I'm glad you know we're all here for you. Don't be shy. And if you do wind up in California, make sure to let us know!
Sending many hugs.
^I've found that once a regular sleep cycle is established, things will almost immediately start to get better. Hopefully you'll be able to get that set straight away.
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