Frankly you are on the right path, and enjoy your teen years.
For me it was like "hey I am 20!" *blink* "Oh crap I am 40!".
Time just flies after 25.
Reminds me of a quote of the Magnum-TV-Series... and
now I feel old, because I have to say "the classic-Magnum-PI-Series with Tom Selleck, not the reboot with the Fireguy from the first Suicide Squad Movie" ^^
Anyway, in the Pilot "Don't eat the snow on Hawaii", Thomas Sullivan Magnum III is asked, why he makes his living as a private Investigator and he says "One day he turned 30, realising, he was never 20."
And I felt like that, too, a decade ago - without fighting in 'nam, as Magnum did, but suddenly, wham-bam, there was a three in front of my age. Now there's a four.
And you know what? Sometimes I
still feel, like I'm that 6 year old kid from Germany, running around in the "Schrebergarten", apparently called "garden spot" or "allotment garden" in English, wanting to play with my friends. That's the other thing of the "I've never been 20"-thing: I was 19 - and suddenly - I'm 40. ^^
But yeah,
@StarTrek1701, time
does fly - or flee, after all the latin phrase is "tempus fugit".
@Annie McCoy don't you worry - everything will be fine. I remember being 25, trying to find my place in life, and I can say: One will find it. Might not be the place, one originally
wanted - that might be - but one will find the place in life.