Present-day Ahsoka Tano flew out of the mist, landing hard on a path of light and sliding ungracefully to a halt in the same place she'd begun: the starry world between worlds. Anakin Skywalker followed her out of the mist, which crackled twice behind him, momentarily backlighting his form as an armor-clad Darth Vader. “You lack conviction,” he growled as he came on. Ahsoka was slowly scrambling back, then flipped to her feet and ignited her lightsabers as Anakin attacked. His strikes were fast and hard, but Ahsoka found she was meeting him on relatively even terms, alternating between offense and defense. Still, he was the master and she the apprentice. He eventually struck away her lightsabers, one after another, leaving her defenseless.
“Time to die!” he growled. Stepping in with a wide, horizontal cut that should have bisected her. Ahsoka blended with the attack, stepping inside and catching Anakin's wrist, pulling him through the circle as she let her hand slide down to gently snatch his own lightsaber out of his hand. She spun clear, completing the circle to bring the blade around in a humming arc, only to stop the decapitating strike a handspan from Anakin's throat. She held it there for a moment, looking into his Sith-colored eyes with a rare contempt, before closing down the lightsaber and hurling it away into the void.
“I choose life!”
Anakin Skywalker backed up a step, closing his eyes and bowing his head for a moment. When he raised his chin and opened them, they were clear and blue again, and his complexion was normal. He was Anakin Skywalker once more, not Darth Vader. “Then free yourself from this fear, and live.”
“I have been afraid,” Ahsoka admitted, understanding flooding into her. “All these years. You trained me so well, master . . . so well. There is so much of you in me, that I've feared . . .”
“You feared you would become me.” Anakin finished.
“Yes. I've carried that fear inside me every day since the temple on Malachor.”
“My destiny was to bring balance to the Force,” Anakin explained. “Anakin Skywalker and Darth Vader represent that balance—good warring with evil—the eternal struggle. But you, Ahsoka, you were trained by Anakin, not Vader. Your destiny lies along a far different path than mine, and the end of your story is not yet written. You turned your back on the Jedi Way—you walk your own path. Follow your heart and let go of your fear. I didn't succumb to darkness—I chose it. You can't succumb to it either, only make choices. You don't have to be afraid of those choices, not if you remain true to the person I raised you to be. Like you did with your choice just now.”
“Master!” Ahsoka cried, tears flowing freely now. “I . . . I . . .”
“I know. Me too.”
“Thank you!”
Anakin grinned, nodding once before turning and strolling casually into the mists. Before he vanished, he waved once over his shoulder. “I'll see you around, Snips.”
“We lost Venk along with Turret-3, and we've got five more injured, my lord,” Crix reported.
Baylan Skoll nodded. “Get the wounded to Sion's med-center for treatment, and coordinate with our Imperial hosts for repairs—that was part of our deal. We'll cremate Venk and take him home with us. His share for this mission and the death payout from his contract go to his family.”
“Yes, my lord,” Crix replied.
Baylan was uncomfortably aware of Shin standing at his back. He could feel the conflict in her—raw emotion rolling off her psyche like a cauldron boiling over. He couldn't remember the last time he'd sensed anything like this from her; maybe not since he'd found her, shortly after her family's murder. Her intent was unclear to him, and it was clear she was warring over a course of action. Behind it all was a dark current that he found deeply troubling.
She waited for Crix to leave. “Master, I need to speak with you,” she said intensely.
Baylan nodded, holding out his hand. Shin handed over the map key. He gestured to her, and led her back to his cabin, where there would be a modicum of privacy. “What is it, Shin?”
“On Lothal. What the droid said—is it true?”
Skoll knew there was no deceiving her, not on this point. “It's true,” he replied gravely. “Your family was murdered by an Inquisitor. One like Lord Marrok.”
“And all Inquisitors are agents of the Empire, yes?”
“Yes.”
Her cry was so filled with anguish that it hurt Skoll to hear it. “Why are we doing this, then?”
For the first time in many years, he hated himself when answering. “For money. This is a job, Shin, and we're mercenaries. Our people need the money, and this job pays well—very well.”
“You knew from the beginning!” she said accusingly.
He nodded. “I did.”
“Why didn't you tell me?”
“Because there was nothing to gain by it. What would you have done, Shin, if you'd known? Tried to take on the Remnant by yourself? I didn't tell you because I wanted to protect you, at least until you had the power to protect yourself. The Empire is the worst enemy you can make, Shin—I can tell you that firsthand. It's ruthless, powerful, and has access to resources you and I can only imagine. Fighting it alone is a fool's errand. Besides, I killed the Inquisitor responsible for your family's murder. That debt is paid.”
“But it's not,” she said intensely. “You said it yourself: my family was murdered by the Empire!”
“From a certain point of view,” Skoll argued behind clenched teeth. He added: “You need to examine yourself, Shin, before casting too much shade. It wasn't two hours ago that you were prepared to murder a boy no older than your brother was. For nothing more than this,” he added, holding up the map key.
Shin recoiled as if struck. He could feel the conflict intensify within her. Her intent was impossible for him to read, but he understood that she was at a mental crossroad. Years of repressed emotion were boiling to the surface, and she was trembling now, literally shaking.
Baylan placed a calming hand on her shoulder. “Listen to me, Shin. This job is almost all done. We can discuss this further, but here and now is not the time. If you don't want to take any more Imperial jobs, then we don't have to—there are always other jobs. This one, we need to finish—the payout is huge, and will provide a great many things our people need.”
“Ye . . . Yes, master,” she stammered, fighting for control of herself.
Skoll took a deep breath. “Breathe, Shin. Just breathe. I'll take the map key to Lady Elsbeth. You remain aboard the Aldo Nova and settle down. Today was rather intense, and this revelation is quite a shock on top of that. I'm not sorry that you've learned the truth, but I am sorry you learned it this way.”
“This . . . this changes things,” Shin told him. It sounded like a warning.
Baylan nodded. “Of course it does. We'll work through it together, my apprentice. Go back to your quarters and center yourself. Trust in the Force—I know it doesn't feel like it now, but everything will be fine.”
“Yes, master,” she replied. Baylan left her, the taste of bitter regret at the back of his throat. Everything was not going to be fine. That was a lie; a lie he was trying to sell himself more than her, but his prescient intuition in the Force didn't allow him the illusions of wishful thinking.
Damn you to perdition, Huyang!
“Time to die!” he growled. Stepping in with a wide, horizontal cut that should have bisected her. Ahsoka blended with the attack, stepping inside and catching Anakin's wrist, pulling him through the circle as she let her hand slide down to gently snatch his own lightsaber out of his hand. She spun clear, completing the circle to bring the blade around in a humming arc, only to stop the decapitating strike a handspan from Anakin's throat. She held it there for a moment, looking into his Sith-colored eyes with a rare contempt, before closing down the lightsaber and hurling it away into the void.
“I choose life!”
Anakin Skywalker backed up a step, closing his eyes and bowing his head for a moment. When he raised his chin and opened them, they were clear and blue again, and his complexion was normal. He was Anakin Skywalker once more, not Darth Vader. “Then free yourself from this fear, and live.”
“I have been afraid,” Ahsoka admitted, understanding flooding into her. “All these years. You trained me so well, master . . . so well. There is so much of you in me, that I've feared . . .”
“You feared you would become me.” Anakin finished.
“Yes. I've carried that fear inside me every day since the temple on Malachor.”
“My destiny was to bring balance to the Force,” Anakin explained. “Anakin Skywalker and Darth Vader represent that balance—good warring with evil—the eternal struggle. But you, Ahsoka, you were trained by Anakin, not Vader. Your destiny lies along a far different path than mine, and the end of your story is not yet written. You turned your back on the Jedi Way—you walk your own path. Follow your heart and let go of your fear. I didn't succumb to darkness—I chose it. You can't succumb to it either, only make choices. You don't have to be afraid of those choices, not if you remain true to the person I raised you to be. Like you did with your choice just now.”
“Master!” Ahsoka cried, tears flowing freely now. “I . . . I . . .”
“I know. Me too.”
“Thank you!”
Anakin grinned, nodding once before turning and strolling casually into the mists. Before he vanished, he waved once over his shoulder. “I'll see you around, Snips.”
* * *
“We lost Venk along with Turret-3, and we've got five more injured, my lord,” Crix reported.
Baylan Skoll nodded. “Get the wounded to Sion's med-center for treatment, and coordinate with our Imperial hosts for repairs—that was part of our deal. We'll cremate Venk and take him home with us. His share for this mission and the death payout from his contract go to his family.”
“Yes, my lord,” Crix replied.
Baylan was uncomfortably aware of Shin standing at his back. He could feel the conflict in her—raw emotion rolling off her psyche like a cauldron boiling over. He couldn't remember the last time he'd sensed anything like this from her; maybe not since he'd found her, shortly after her family's murder. Her intent was unclear to him, and it was clear she was warring over a course of action. Behind it all was a dark current that he found deeply troubling.
She waited for Crix to leave. “Master, I need to speak with you,” she said intensely.
Baylan nodded, holding out his hand. Shin handed over the map key. He gestured to her, and led her back to his cabin, where there would be a modicum of privacy. “What is it, Shin?”
“On Lothal. What the droid said—is it true?”
Skoll knew there was no deceiving her, not on this point. “It's true,” he replied gravely. “Your family was murdered by an Inquisitor. One like Lord Marrok.”
“And all Inquisitors are agents of the Empire, yes?”
“Yes.”
Her cry was so filled with anguish that it hurt Skoll to hear it. “Why are we doing this, then?”
For the first time in many years, he hated himself when answering. “For money. This is a job, Shin, and we're mercenaries. Our people need the money, and this job pays well—very well.”
“You knew from the beginning!” she said accusingly.
He nodded. “I did.”
“Why didn't you tell me?”
“Because there was nothing to gain by it. What would you have done, Shin, if you'd known? Tried to take on the Remnant by yourself? I didn't tell you because I wanted to protect you, at least until you had the power to protect yourself. The Empire is the worst enemy you can make, Shin—I can tell you that firsthand. It's ruthless, powerful, and has access to resources you and I can only imagine. Fighting it alone is a fool's errand. Besides, I killed the Inquisitor responsible for your family's murder. That debt is paid.”
“But it's not,” she said intensely. “You said it yourself: my family was murdered by the Empire!”
“From a certain point of view,” Skoll argued behind clenched teeth. He added: “You need to examine yourself, Shin, before casting too much shade. It wasn't two hours ago that you were prepared to murder a boy no older than your brother was. For nothing more than this,” he added, holding up the map key.
Shin recoiled as if struck. He could feel the conflict intensify within her. Her intent was impossible for him to read, but he understood that she was at a mental crossroad. Years of repressed emotion were boiling to the surface, and she was trembling now, literally shaking.
Baylan placed a calming hand on her shoulder. “Listen to me, Shin. This job is almost all done. We can discuss this further, but here and now is not the time. If you don't want to take any more Imperial jobs, then we don't have to—there are always other jobs. This one, we need to finish—the payout is huge, and will provide a great many things our people need.”
“Ye . . . Yes, master,” she stammered, fighting for control of herself.
Skoll took a deep breath. “Breathe, Shin. Just breathe. I'll take the map key to Lady Elsbeth. You remain aboard the Aldo Nova and settle down. Today was rather intense, and this revelation is quite a shock on top of that. I'm not sorry that you've learned the truth, but I am sorry you learned it this way.”
“This . . . this changes things,” Shin told him. It sounded like a warning.
Baylan nodded. “Of course it does. We'll work through it together, my apprentice. Go back to your quarters and center yourself. Trust in the Force—I know it doesn't feel like it now, but everything will be fine.”
“Yes, master,” she replied. Baylan left her, the taste of bitter regret at the back of his throat. Everything was not going to be fine. That was a lie; a lie he was trying to sell himself more than her, but his prescient intuition in the Force didn't allow him the illusions of wishful thinking.
Damn you to perdition, Huyang!
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