That is stunning.
TSQ if I didn't like you and admire you I'd hate you

I showed it to my roommate and she said, "What is it?" I said, "A tree." She started tilting her head this way and that, narrowing her eyes, scratching her chin. I said, "It's abstract," and she said, "OH!"
Oh I get what you mean with the oil pastels, we were told how to use blending sticks but that just makes it worse. and with no covering up. That is why I love acrylics.
With acrylics and oil pastels we were taught how to 'scratch out'. Taking the paint off with acrylics is far easier and much fun.
When I was in high school I used oil pastels a lot, and I just used a paper towel to blend. If I recall my technique correctly, I used to put the color on, wipe it off with a paper towel, lay another color over it, wipe that off, and so on, sometimes using many layers, and that looked pretty cool. I don't have any of my oil pastel artwork around to scan, though.
The left to right thing is I basically start in the middle and go to the right. The smudging is what we are told 'a happy accident!'
Sometimes those "accidents" are the most inspiring thing. For example, I never sketch first when I paint, though people often say you should. I may have an idea of what I want to make a picture of, but I learned a lot time ago that what comes out on the paper is never exactly what was in my head, so I can't get too precious about those ideas. Instead, I choose a base color (for me that's usually grey, since it's my favorite color--even if technically it's not a color), I mix it with a lot of thinner, and I paint the entire canvass. Then I have all these brush strokes and I find the picture in them, like looking for shapes in clouds.
You have such fantastic ideas, I really hope your talent is appreciated with money so you no longer have to live on beans.
If I had some I would so purchased a TSQ original. You will not be hungry for long. Do you have a link for facebook that I could post?
Aw, you're so sweet. I'm on facebook, there's also a link to my Etsy site in my signature. I've not done a lot of business yet, but I'm trying! I also haven't got it set up to ship internationally yet, but I will after the holidays!
I have the background for my golf thing but don't want to ruin it. Pondering on ink or as TSQ uses, a sharpie.
Don't be afraid, just do it! You might mess it up, but then you can always make another!