Erase certain memories? No. Redo certain key moments? Hell yes.
Yes. Pretty much everything from high school. But I've effectively done that already. Aside from just now, I haven't thought about that place in a long time.
Damnit.
I'd like to forget having heard my mom bring up the fact that my grandfather died alone because my dirtbag uncle had to go have a smoke. I'd rather not have known that...
Yes. A particularly annoying aspect of my own particular brand of neurosis is I tend to feel extreme guilt over really trivial matters. Maybe it was something inappropriate I said to a girl in high school, or a time when I blew up at someone when I shouldn't have. These things pop into my mind from time to time and for the next 5 minutes I have to deal with the shame and anxiety that accompanies them. Yes I would probably be better off trying to learn how to reduce my guilt and raise my self-esteem, but you'd be surprised at how difficult that is.![]()
Yes I would probably be better off trying to learn how to reduce my guilt and raise my self-esteem, but you'd be surprised at how difficult that is.
I'd like to forget having heard my mom bring up the fact that my grandfather died alone because my dirtbag uncle had to go have a smoke. I'd rather not have known that...
Oh come on.
I'd like to forget having heard my mom bring up the fact that my grandfather died alone because my dirtbag uncle had to go have a smoke. I'd rather not have known that...
Oh come on.
What...?
Oh come on.
What...?
Is this what makes him a dirtbag, or was he already a dirtbag who just happened to go out for a smoke?
I mean, he couldn't have known it would be THAT 10 minutes.
I think your emotion is clouding your reason, here.
Yes I would probably be better off trying to learn how to reduce my guilt and raise my self-esteem, but you'd be surprised at how difficult that is.
I wouldn't be surprised at all.
But let's look at it this way: Which is harder? A few years of reprogramming, or a lifetime riddled with guilt?
(He) now lives off of the charity of my grandmother and her new husband. At the age of 45.
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