I have asthma, and Tic Disorder. It's basically a toned down version of Tourette Syndrome. It's somewhat more controllable, isn't present all the time, and (hopefully) can be outgrown in some cases. I twitch seemingly randomly (although I know what part will twitch, lately it's been the muscles in the right side of my face, previously, it's been my right thigh), and there are times when I can't exactly control what comes out of my mouth. Coprolalia used to be a problem ( frequent swearing...prefacing almost every word with fuck-___ was not fun, let me tell ya), but that seems to have passed, for the most part, as at least 95% of the swearing I do now is completely voluntary

. Now, all my vocalizations seem to be grunts from deep in my throat. Those are a bit easier to hide. I've found that the tics are worse when I'm stressed or angry, which jives with all the research out there.
I went to a neurologist two years ago, who immediately put me on Paxil, because it has been shown to help in some cases. Turns out he wasn't telling me the whole story;that it only helps in about 12% of cases. He insisted I continue with it, instead of putting me on a med that has been shown to work. I was miserable. I had all the side effects of the medication, coupled with a feeling of moodlessness...that's too much for a 15 year old to handle. After that, the idiot put me on the med I'm on now, Keppra, which is an anti-convulsant. That actually works. Thing is, it's a med which you have to up the dosage gradually, until you're at a level that works for you. He had me up to 2000mg per day, a total of 8 little blue pills. I told him that at 1500, it worked the best, but he insisted I up it. I did, and the side effects (which I had been experiencing from the start), worsened dramatically. So, to help combat the constant depression, and tiredness, and mood swings (I burst out crying for no reason at an episode of Voyager. Although, I've heard many people do this...

), he put me on Lamictal, a second anti-convulsant, which is shown to improve mood. That just made things worse, so without telling him, I stopped taking the drug, and got rid of him as a doctor. I had a friend who saw him for a different condition, who stopped seeing him for similar reasons. He's a pill pusher, and too full of himself to listen to his patients. He's no longer practicing.

All in all, I missed 44 days of school that year due to side effects from the medication.
I've been managing my meds, under my General Dr's approval, and I've dropped down to 500 mg of Keppra per day. Just enough to help me control the tics (they're still there, but easier to control), with none of the side effects. Happy ending, for now. I want to look in to behavioral therapy, and drop the meds for good, if possible. Turns out, the gene that makes me susceptible to this, runs in my family. It's the same gene that is present in people with OCD (my father, and me, to some extent), and ADD/ADHD (my cousin). Yet, through all this mess, I still find singing the most enjoyable aspect of my life. When I'm performing, or rehearsing, I must be devoting so much brain power to what I'm doing, because the tics are mostly gone. It's nice, actually. Kind of like temporary shelter from the storm, so to speak.
That's my little story...as for the topic, both sides of my family have a history of heart disease, and diabetes. I try to eat a rather good diet, and even though I don't get as much activity as I should, I'm trying to work on that. I want to drop a few pounds anyway. Might as well nip things in the but before they have a chance to grow.
So, can I join the club?