It's mainly because I've been out of the workforce since my dad died in 2013. I haven't filled out an application since I 1987 when I got my first and only job. I feel out of touch. I feel much weaker and unable to do much since I had cancer in 2015. Chemo has caused memory problems. Bad knees and back don't help either. I'm just confused. Also while taking care of my father I became an insomniac because he would have me up at any time of night to go to hospital for something that usually turned out to be nothing.
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