I don't have any friends, except the one, my best friend of over 20 years, who is on the other side of the country and is horribly ill. I can't call her because her hearing is bad; I can only email her. She only has a few years left, at best ,so I'm certainly not going to complain to her about anything. Plus, she doesn't remember most of what I tell her, anyway. I will get to visit her in May. She and her husband will put me up in their house--I get the whole second floor to myself, and we will do things together during her "good" window of a few hours. When she passes, I will be devastated. I know I was a small part of her life but she is/was my one friend.
I'm home alone--just me and my cat--all day. Work is down to 2 or 3 days a week, at most and some weeks I don't get any work at all. But I've been doing this for so long, I'm not qualified for anything else and not physically well enough to do the retail jobs I used to do for extra cash. I'm in constant pain--some days are better than others--so I can't physically do much for any length of time.
Hubby works 10-12 hours a day and spends Friday nights and one Sunday a month with his friends. I have no one to go out with, no one to talk to, and our neighbors are all far younger & have kids. My nieces are grown, except for the youngest, but they don't give a crap about me now that I can't buy them things. Plus they live on the other side of the country, so I'm not part of their lives.
I had two friends here in town but they don't speak to me anymore. I've tried organizing get-togethers but they are always busy. We all live about 45 minutes from each other but I haven't physically seen one of them in over a year---I think that's a hint.
I'm home alone with nothing to look forward to and the only friend I have is a Maine Coon.