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I have a few thoughts to share on this.
Preordered this months ago, so it was a bit of a surprise when it came. When I first picked it up, knowing it had had delays, and peeking at the font size versus the page count... A bit light, I thought, but I've been reading DS9 lately which is dense in places, so my perception might be skewed. At first I feared she had to rush it, and it might be a weak instalment. But having read it, I was pleasantly surprised and I'll certainly not misjudge Ms Beyer this way in the future. The character stuff was all great, and I didn't mind that the exploration plot had fewer milestones than normal in order to make room.
My thought with what may be happening on Galen is...
They faked it. Right? They faked it. Holographic crew uprising. We know from Architects that the Galen's organic crew stick together like a clique, and the organic department heads that have only holographic crew in their sections basically keep to themselves and let the holograms do all the work? Right?
There was that entire conversation in Architects, (obviously I'm paraphrasing here) "Hey btw remember earlier in the mission you guys were thinking, like, hey I wonder if having holograms working as crewmates on a ship might make them woke, like the Doctor? What ever happened with that, any of them start showing any, you know, signs of independent thought?"
"Nah, they're all kind of boring actually. I mean, we don't really supervise them too closely, but it's cool because Engineering is like super clean all the time. The takeaway here is, they're all really good at looking after the ship and running things efficiently as a cohesive group, and I don't have to lift a flesh-and-blood finger. Almost like having slaves, but without the ethics issues, 'cuz they don't count as people."
"Wow. How's the Doctor feel about that?"
"He's cool with it. Our working theory is, we figure he's special because his creator was a total dickbag."
"That tracks. The Doctor probably has no real opinion on the situation. He's never shown much passion for photonic liberation even to the point of mutiny, as far as I know."
"Yep, every single one of them, almost conspicuously non-suspicious. Especially lately. It's pretty great."
On an unrelated note, there's that scene where somebody's noticing that Galen's bulkheads are basically a step up from paper for some reason? Like "Gee I hope nothing explody or space fighty happens, I just noticed a stiff breeze could probably blow the ship to hell." It might have been Harry worrying about Conlon, but I can't quite recall.
There is also the fact that all of the right characters are in the right places when Galen "blows up" to do a good thematic follow-up to Flesh and Blood parts 1 and 2, even if she's working with just who's left on Galen (and whatever holographic characters she skilfully creates out of the supposedly blank-slate idiot holograms described in Architects) for large parts of the next book. And there's a good crop of mystery solvers on Voyager right now to help unwrap the mystery of the maybe-missing Galen. Seven can even uncover a conspiracy and prove that while the ship appeared to be exploded, it actually got pulled into a subspace rupture by photonic fleas who were secretly working with the holo-underground, having previously snuck a pair of spy fleas onto Voyager years earlier to collect intel.
I also want to talk about the whole Icheb/Bryce thing.
For at least the last two books, my feels about this were pretty one-dimensional. "He gay? He gay. They so gay.Yay Kirsten Beyer, they so cute, make them do kissing."
The new development makes it more complicated for me because of personal experiences...
My live-in partner of four years, who I fucking adore, is on the autistic spectrum. We are both women.
The behavioural traits and communicational "quirks" that arise from her autism have made this relationship more interesting to navigate, from my perspective, than previous relationships I've had. There are occasional challenges. There are certain types of physical sensations from touching, either by me, or certain textures from objects and fabrics she comes into contact with, that she processes the physical sensation experience very differently than most people. As a result, her reactions to everyday things can sometimes appear esoteric to others and it takes some getting used to.
For me as her partner, the process of learning what she especially likes, what she's comfortable with, what things I need to avoid, in order to make her happy has been a worthwhile (if sometimes frustrating) experience for both of us, but I love her very much, and she's definitely worked just as hard in her own way to accommodate my particular quirks and vagaries too.
Here's the thing. She is also grey-ace, which is a label on the asexual spectrum, which in practice in our particular case means that she's "basically" not into sex, but very occasionally she gets into the mood to do some light play or naughty touching. But only on those occasions when she finds that headspace, which can be few and far between. And that's all she's into, she's just made that way.
She does not, and will never, like sex the way I love sex. I like various kinds of sex, including some kinds that she can't or won't do, and I like to have a lot of it. I am energetically libidinous and do suffer from frustration and restlessness, and yeah self-love is great, but only to a point.
But.
Asking her to accommodate those needs for me, when not only does she have no desire, but would find the tactile experience viscerally distressing, would be a cruel and disgusting thing to expect as a compromise from someone-- Particularly someone that you love.
Aside from sex, we basically do all of the things. Cuddle, smooch, cook and eat together, I tease her and pinch her butt, we tell jokes and laugh and love and cry and then usually she makes me watch obscure lesbian movies. We go on dates, exchange gifts-- She has some "semi-obsessive areas of focus" (like, she's super into Overwatch for example). It's an autistic trait, I found it a little strange at first but you know what, it makes gift shopping a rewarding experience because it's always super easy to find things she'll love and it puts the cutest most gorgeous little reserved smiles on her face. And she blushes, under this swishy asymmetric butch hair thing she's got going on, mmm. It's irresistibly adorable.
And there's times I get that urge, and I desperately want to fuck her cute little brains out. But we can't, because it's just not on the menu for her.
Catastrophic unsolvable relationship-killing problem? Nope, super easy, barely an inconvenience. I just fuck other people.
We're polyamorous, so it doesn't bother her. In fact when I have a really good date with someone else, or a great sexual experience with a friend, she's happy for me. The emotion is called "compersion," and it basically operates like "anti-jealousy..." It even kicks in at precisely the same moments that monogamous people would expect to have jealousy. "You got super-laid today? With someone other than me, your loving partner!? That's great, honey!"
Icheb, the way his "situation" is explained in Architects, kind of reads to me as a combination of (some form of) asexuality, and general problems with his space-boners. And some kind of emotional block like Seven had in Human Error? Maybe? Except maybe not? :/
This is what I took from it.
So Bryce is into Icheb, because hey, Icheb's a catch, right, but Icheb discovers this problem with his space-boners. Could still clearly be asexuality, I bet Icheb's not really a big porn guy so he's probably never run into a situation where he can't get it up on the holodeck for Vulcan Love Slave, Male Edition. Though now that I think about it, the way he's written, Icheb feels more like a bottom to me but I digress...
The situation presented up to that point in the story still tracks if he's ace, because he probably never thought much about dicks until it started to get close to dicks o'clock in his progress with Bryce.
So he goes to the Doctor to clarify the issue. And Icheb's like "no, boys are fine, it's the 24th century and I'm from space so why would you even ask me that, also Bryce is so my type." But he's surprised to find that his body does not behave as though it wants the D, at the moment when Icheb would expect that the urge to be wanting the D would kick in.
I get that his ding-dong's not responding, but the emotions he's experiencing when Bryce finally kisses him are a bit confusing for me. Does he like the kiss? He seems glad but unsure..? I guess? I might be confused because my reading of the situation is heavily influenced by my experiences with my own partner. Icheb seems (by my reading) like he was happy that the kiss happened, in that it opened up a way forward to allow him to become closer to Bryce, with whom he desires non-specific intimacy because they get along and Bryce makes him happy. But he didn't feel the "spark?" Is that it?
So there's emotional satisfaction with the closeness, a desire for further and continued closeness, but the physical aspect of the closeness just, like, fails to recrystalize the dilithium in Icheb's reaction chamber, so to speak. So Icheb doesn't want the D.
But then, when it comes to the subject of concern over developing his relationship with Bryce further, it's like Icheb and the Doctor are treating it like the relationship has "reached its natural sexual stage" and Icheb is worried (that Bryce won't like him??) because he's not feeling a taste for the D right now, and maybe he can't got space-boners. And on this basis, Icheb in his conversation with the Doctor basically makes it clear that while he's sure he does not currently want the D, he wants to want the D, because Bryce.
This is where I'm thinking things might get dicy. An asexual person could probably do a better job explaining this than I will, but here goes.
Real life asexual people are often conditioned to feel shame, and socially ostracized, for their lack of sexual desire and different responses to physical intimacy. In many cases they are pressured by their friends, family, by society in general and pop-culture, and often (ugh) directly by their non-asexual partners who want to do sex things in the context of their intimate partner relationship, because "that is what partners do."
Consequently, a lot of asexual people-- And this is a big deal-- Go to their therapists and their doctors, and they say "something's wrong with me, I'm broken, my sex parts and feels aren't working, I want to want the D. Make me want the D so I'll be normal, and my partner won't dump me and my friends won't disown me and my family won't take me out and leave me on the mountain side." And then, after some permutation of bad advice, snake oil, sugar pills, and uncomfortable, unsatisfying and (coercively) consensual but fundamentally unwanted sexual experiences, everyone involved always ends up miserable at the end anyway.
I'm concerned about the Doctor being involved with this, and would prefer Icheb deal only with Sharak on this issue (Sharak is his actual doctor anyway? Right?). I'm sure Sharak can help Icheb deal with this just fine. Shumon and Barok in the locker room. Barok, his shorts tight. Shumon, unsure at the doorway. Shumon and Barok, at the movies. Problem solved.
Especially considering how the Doctor flagrantly mishandled and abused his position as social mentor for Seven of Nine, his "I wasn't programmed for subtlety" not-so-secret creepy doctor-patient crush. ("She's never experienced living as a woman before, so I gave her a skintight suit and footwear with tiny stilts to walk on. They're called "high heels," I found them in the replicator files under "historical fetish wear." I also gave her long flowing blonde hair that she'll need to painstakingly arrange in a modified french twist each morning, and gently tease for volume. A vicarious experience, as you might imagine. I had to apply the facial pigmentation surgically; As a Borg, she's unaccustomed to making herself presentable to others, but we'll cover that in our first social lesson... 'The More You Act Like a Lady, the More He'll Act Like a Gentleman.'")
It all comes down to the kiss. When I kiss my partner, there's tingles. She likes to be kissed. Not so much with the tongue, that's just a bit much for her. And light petting is a crowd pleaser, but go harder and it's "no thanks." To what degree, then, might Icheb and Bryce just be, you know, a couple of young space guys learning about each other's boundaries, and Icheb's just not sure what's what? I guess I need to go re-read the ending of the book. I might be getting a little too worked up over this.
My main fears are...
If they treat asexuality as a disease that needs to be, ought to be, or even can be, cured, that's a bad message.
If they treat emotional attraction, romantic attraction, and sexual attraction as inextricably linked, that's a bad message. (The kiss. It confuses me as much as it confused Icheb. Can he get the kiss spark back without it also being about space boners? Is he missing his love and closeness feels too, or not? Is he maybe just shy?)
Most of all, it bothered me that Icheb bypassed talking to Bryce and went straight to photonic Casanova. He should just talk to Bryce. They can just be intimate and not fuck. They don't even have to be polyamorous, Bryce can just go romp with holo-twinks unlessthe Galen holo-crew uprising happens and Janeway has to make it illegal or whatever.
I'm not trying to be overly critical. I loved the book. I have faith that Beyer will handle the relationship issues responsibly, I just have a bad taste left over from Human Error and I'm being paranoid because this hits a little close to home.
Yes, that's how I saw it too. He said he WANTED to be physical but was unable to.Maybe it's due to a particular podcast I watched recently, or some discussions I've been having to have with my own doctor, but I saw Icheb's problem as being more along the lines of an ED issue. Like, "I WANT to do the deed, but for some reason my body is betraying my desires."
Might be me projecting, though. I have little to no understanding or experience with what an actual asexual person goes through for comparison.
@David cgc 's worry of "Whoops, the sci-fi metaphor is actually a real thing that happens to real people that I didn't know about" would be a shame if it came to pass, as Kirsten's books are so wonderful and so intimate in their character interactions would really soil what would otherwise be a masterpiece of character development. I hope it turns out okay for our gay boys, because I love them so goddamn much.
I loved her take on reproductive rights and personhood of the 24th century. Not a topic I had seen in the books so far, really.
Can i listen to the audiobook and get it if did not read the previous Beyer VOY books?
Any episodes i should watch before jumping in?Yes.
Any episodes i should watch before jumping in?
Thanks.
You may not know some of the charactersCan i listen to the audiobook and get it if did not read the previous Beyer VOY books?
Oh, and I think this is the first story I've ever read about a rogue star - like one of the characters pointed out, while rogue comets and planets aren't something you see every day, they're still out there, but a whole star...man!
I don't think this will be an issue, the jist I got was the female Kriosians bonded with each other to cure the finiis'ral in what seemed to just be a super-close friendship, like Gwyn's mother and 'aunt'.
For what it's worth, speaking as someone who identifies on the asexual spectrum, I didn't see it being portrayed as Icheb having a disease. What I read it as being, when Icheb spoke to the Doctor about it was that it was side effect of the tampering his parents did to him in an effort to make him a weapon against the Borg, and it played to me more as a trauma response to something that Icheb had never really been able to or needed to process before. Amplified by a sci-fi metaphor, yes, but still a traumatic response. Which, there are people who "become" (for lack of a better term) asexual as a result of some sort of trauma.
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