Well, art exists in the space between the creator and the observer, so maybe I am and maybe I'm not. But as I said, I didn't even get most of this myself, I had to be told it by others. So I'm not the only one.
I've had discussions about how there shouldn't need to be this kind of stuff to be able to enjoy the stories. How they should be perfectly enjoyable on the usual surface level without having to search for this stuff that may or may not actually be there. And normally they have been, but this year they largely haven't, hence my disappointment. I'm happier believing this stuff was intended and deliberate by the writers, and I enjoy the show more from that perspective.
There's more. For example, the time dilation theme I noted earlier. "The Pilot" shows Bill's relationship, getting to know the Doctor, takes place over months, possibly longer (of which the view only sees snippets). Here Bill's relationship with the person who turns out to be the Master develops in the same way - over the course of months, if not years (of which the viewer only sees snippets). It is only after all this time has passed of them getting to know each other that their 'adventure' finally begins. There's no way that's accidental.
There's another thing where the Doctor has had this habit of trying to make some kind of grand gesture, some big sacrificial act - appropriate if, as many suspect, he already knows his regeneration has begun. He sacrificed his own oxygen to save Bill. He let himself read the Veritas knowing it kills people. He was willing to let the lab explode with him inside. He tried to be the one to override the Monks' programming even if it led to brain damage. He tried to be the one to protect the world from the Eaters of Light. And of course the greatest achievement - if he can convert the Master into a good person, what a thing to have achieved before he goes! But now his eagerness to achieve that led to the horrible situation in which Bill now finds herself - and he will have to make some grand sacrifice to save her, something that will undoubtedly lead to his regeneration.
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