I don't think Peters is blind to it at all. I think he knows exactly what he's doing, but his extreme narcissism and general dumbfuck assholery prevent him from allowing himself to be a goddamn adult and own up to the havoc he's wrought. Because he has the demeanor and general psychology of a five-year old, if he can take down his enemies (STC) with him, so much the better as far as he is concerned.
It reminds me of a scene from Arrested Development:
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Alec Peters is in denial; of this there can be absolutely no doubt but he is likewise absolutely aware of what damage he is causing. He won't let up on the fascist approach to banning his "haters" from the Axanar Fan Group because it will shatter whatever semblance he is able to maintain that he has any hope of victory in the court of public opinion. He'll shit all over the Abrams films as being "Not Star Trek" but will flip that right the fuck 180 degrees around to cash in on what was most likely a grievously uninformed Justin Lin making a single Tweet in defense of fandom, because its just one more feather in his cap as far as he's concerned. He won't shut up because he's afraid, but he also won't shut up because he thinks the rules don't apply to him and in his own private, insular world, he thinks he's right. He's a big fat bully fish in a tiny droplet of a pond, and in his mind he is the hero of his own story.
In short - Alec Peters knows
exactly what he's doing. It's why those of us he has burned or rubbed the wrong way all these years are savoring the long overdue downfall of this petulant man-child.