Trying to deal with my anxiety.
Got laid off yesterday. Supposedly for only a few weeks as right now we're a little slow on my side of the manufacturing business. In the 14 years I've worked where I work, it's happened twice before and only for a few weeks. But my anxiety is still through the roof. Is this gonna be the time business doesn't pick up? Am I going to have to look for a new job? How do I look in my the eyes of my wife? My son?
I'm trying to treat this as a little vacation. Two or three weeks of time to work on my models. To make some delicious meals for my wife to come home to. Maybe get to spend March break with my son if it goes that long.
But still..... in the back of my mind, I'm freaking out just that little bit. Ugh.